akhirnye~~~

salam~

finally!!!!!!!! i found my broadband~! hoye2.alhamdulillah~i had tried to find it there but i didnt find it.why why why?aigoooo. ada benda yang sorok kot.haha.ish takot la pulak.hik3

btw, i'll be back tomorrow. yes, to pv of course. *sigh* i don't want to go back but i have to. keje banyak!!! dah la xsiap ag.great nisa! great! keep on procrastinating your work okay?lol~but at the same time, i can't wait to go back~! want to see my roommate, Sha~ my housemates, yana, D n ina...aaa and him?hek3.boleh pulak ea.diam2 sudey.

~TATAS~

aish...

salam....

i've been trying to find it but i cant find it.where is it?tlg la broadband.jangan la maen sorok2~ T_T

kalo nak merajuk pn, jangan la merajuk sekarang.i need you~ ='(

oh nway, i'm in K.Lipis now.and i went to her house just now!!!!!! her = Siti Nurhaliza. yay! berjaya jugak pergi rumah dia~! hehe~

~TATAS~

i get it....

salam....

ok, now i get it. my friend told me just now, we can just ignore other people but we live in community. we need each other. so, nk xnk, you cannot just ignore them. they ARE in the list of the most important people in your life. remember? you have to think about their feelings. it is okay if you are hurt because of them but never break their heart because of you. you are a cruel person if you do that. but how? sometimes we unconciously hurt people. sometimes we do hurt people. purposely. haha. yeah, i had that kind of feelings before. and i ashamed to admit that i was happy after i did that. VERY happy. lol~ nisa da stat gila dia da. haha

we have to be very careful with our words, thoughts and actions. every single thing that we do can cost lots of attentions on us if we are being too daring. tp bkn cm artis murahan tu ye. the attention that i mentioned just now is concern. they do not want us to make mistakes. right? word can be sharper than a knife. so be careful with your word. you might hurt your important people. yes, including your PARENTS and SIBLINGS. =) action speaks louder than word. even if you are mute or speechless, your action sometimes can be taken as your word, no? so, be very careful not with your action only, but also with your facial expressions. huhu. byk kali jgk la ak kena tegur dgn mama sebab riak muka ak yang ntah pape. lol~

walla, ayat ak sudah semakin skema. pengaruh spe la nih? huhu. abaikan~

i post this thing because i think i need to. not to advice you only, but to remind me as well. thanks for those who read this post. thank you. may Allah bless.


~TATAS~

better~

salam.

i'm getting better now. thanks to Him and him for making me forget some of my problems. thank you. yeah i know, i know. it only took me three days to recover. hmmm that is FAST! hehe. alhamdulillah~syukur.

now, i'm going to move on with my life. i don't want to care about what other people think about me after this. 'that' is chasing me or i'm chasing 'that', i really don't want to care. i know the truth and 'that' knows the truth, that is much more important. biasa la, manusia. tak boleh nk duduk diam kn.

if they want to say i have changed, go ahead then. thank you for concerning about me. i really appreciate it. =)

~TATAS~

yes, u are~

salam~

is it only me thinking like dis
or
i am really exaggerating in the previous post???haha.
well, dun care abt it.tq~

p/s - there'll be full-stop with not more than one.tq~

aware...

salam 2 allz~~~

she's hurting people i guess.....
whatever she does, she never think about it first i guess.....
and if she does that again, she is going 2 hurt other people as well i guess.....

but i think she is pretty much aware of how much she hurts those ppl.....
she even well aware of one day she'll be in the state of feeling guilty n sad all the time by doing that...
just wanna ask those people,
can you satisfy everyone?
can you fulfill everyone's requests?
do you think she did this without a reason?
do you think she purposely did this without giving a thought on it?
can you see the feelings of guilty and sadness in her eyes behind her smile?
well, u can't, can you???????

she has nothing to say about this....
she is hurt just by hurting other people....
yes, she has been ****** to everyone.....
and she knows that there'll be some bad things happen if she tells everyone about it.....
and now, she is facing a HUGE problem which is hard to solve....
after what she had done before, she thinks that it's best for her to isolate herself from other people so that she won't hurt other people.AGAIN~
she apologizes from the bottom of her heart....
she never wants to hurt them from the beginning...
she understands that if this thing is continuously making other people hurt or sad or feeling stupid, it was at her fault.....
she is willing to kneel down and beg for their forgiveness.....

thereby, I, ANISAH DIYANA BINTI JASNI, with all my heart, apologize for everything that I've done and i will try not to hurt other people and i won't make them worry about me anymore....
thank you for being understanding till now....
thank you....

this incident might change the current Anisah Diyana to a different Anisah Diyana since she had changed other people as well....
and she apologizes in advance if the new Anisah Diyana will make others feeling uncomfortable with her....SORRY~

yeah right.......

salam 2 allz~~~

hv u ever noticed,,,,,,?

girls can be manipulating if they want sumting....rite?

i dun c how, by being manipulative, they get what they want......

hey dun get me wrong kay......

i'm a girl as well....

n i'm talking in general.....not to a specific person.....thank you....

can i say throw rocks to them???haha....

dream on, nisa....u ARE a girl.....

stop being 'racist'......

if they r being 'racist' towards u, ignore them....

they r only a piece of shit......not worth 2 pay attention what they r talking or doing.....

does any1 want 2 say i'm being rude in this post????

well 2 these ppl.......4 ur info,

i dun give a damn 2 it.....tq~ ^_^