feel : sad?

salam 2 allz~~~

stop the tears, stop crying, it won't do you any good~ live your life to the fullest~ may Allah bless,,,


~TATAS~

feel : love,,,

thought : old times~

salam 2 allz~~~

when i look at the surrounding, especially here with the kids, i wonder whether i was like them when i was like them. i would say i was a better person than them but how could i,,, i couldn't say that because i was a kid!

then again, i wonder, had i done something stupid before? something that can make my parents hurt? i would say no, of course! i would never do anything that can make my parents hurt. well, i would say all the lies that i can think of. i would give many excuses that i can think of. ALL LIES & EXCUSES! why? to escape from the mistakes.

now, when i think of it again, am i doing the same thing to other people? well, maybe~ it's just that i did not realize it,yet... so, do something to make me realize, or maybe, if you think it's not worth to make me realize about it, hmm do whatever you want. =)

haiyo nisa, you yourself should do it, do not rely on others, mate~ *geleng2 kepala*, learn to be independent, please~


p/s - i would like to give my condolences to my housemate, Hani and to her family~ i hope they can get through of it, though it's hard~ be strong my dear~ Allah will always by your side,,, =)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feel : relief,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i think i messed up with the OSPE just now, particularly during physical examination~ HAHA! gila la,,, orang lain semua okay je buat~huk3,, xpe2 nisa, anyhow semua dah selesai~
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mistakes are not to be repeated,,, but this is human. humans are created to make mistakes,, right? or no? HAHA! okay, no! but from mistakes, we learn things that are not taught to us... always be happy when you are making mistakes but never be happy when you are repeating them, get it? =)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feel : lost???

salam 2 allz~~~

i suddenly feel like i'm lost in this world,,, why? well i'm not sure why but certainly happiness is far to be caught...gila ke nisa nih? HAHA! i am, but seldomly crazy~

ospe is tomorrow and i let my emotion takes control over my body~ hancur! mood semua hilang ntah ke mana~ aiyooo,,, and i am ashamed of myself for being like this~ *sigh* and i hope the weather will stay as it is; cold and raining,,, it reflects my emotion~ suke2!

btw nisa, what is it? what is the thing that makes you so dummy till you yourself has been taken over by your emotion? NTAH! aku pun tak tahu~ still searching for it,,, and this thing happens over and over again~ i'm sure everyone around me feels tired of me~ bosan kan? well, this is me~ =)

so, i'm sorry to those who have to bear with me 24/7~ i'm sorry,,, ikhlas. may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

thought : men and women,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i've been thinking lately~apa yang orang-orang lain cakap sangat betul,,, aku tetba rasa geram pulak... i'm not pointing at anyone, but i think boys are coward! HAHA! marah ke boys? well, aku tak kisah pun kau nak marah ke tak, pendapat aku kan, suka hati aku la! korang nak berkepit dengan girls, nak bawak keluar anak dara orang tapi pengecut! kenapa aku cakap pengecut???? sebab tak pernah nak berani jumpa ke cakap dengan parents perempuan tu~ well aku akui jugak la kan, perempuan pun kadang2 tak fikir jugak. memang bukan salah lelaki 100% la. minta maaf la ye perempuan~ aku pun perempuan jugak okay,,, tapi lelaki nih, jadi la berani~ kalau kau rasa kau tak bersedia langsung nak ada apa2 komitmen pun, tak payah ada apa2 langsung, okay? perempuan pun sama jugak~ aku bukan nak berat sebelah untuk satu jantina je..

oh kalau rasa diri sendiri tu perfect sangat, aku nasihatkan pergi tenung cermin balik sampai cermin tu pecah! jangan harapkan si perempuan tu perfect in your way! jangan la berlagak nak semua perfect sebab kau pun tak perfect! oh nih bukan untuk lelaki je okay,,, perempuan pun sama je! yes, there are people who are perfectionists, but being perfectionist does not mean you are perfect~ terima seadanya boleh tak? tak payah nak suruh dia tukar personaliti ke tukar appearance ke apa ke. eeiii rimas la bila kena paksa jadi orang lain,,, korang tak rasa macam tu ke? try to accept that they are perfectly themselves!

dan respek pendapat masing2~ tak payah la nak jadi dominan sangat! kalau kau tak suka orang yang terlalu dominan, kau pun jangan jadi dominan! kalau kau tak suka orang berhutang dengan kau, kau jangan berhutang dengan orang lain! kalau kau tak suka orang lambat, kau pun jangan la lambat! kalau kau tak suka apa2 pun, jangan buat apa yang kau tak suka! okay? =)

so, boys, girls, i'm sorry~ not in a good mood! till then, may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

i have a friend,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i have a friend here,,,you can call her miss K~ she asked me to tell everyone that she is pretty, cute and cool~ well, i've done it! then again, she asked me to.... ehe,,, to tell Mr. L that she will wait for him for the rest of her life~ x) to Mr. L,,, i hope you will read this so that you'll know there's someone that awaits you even though you don't know her~ *wink2*



p/s - this story is only a fairy-tale,,, don't take it to heart~ =) may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

to her with love~

salam 2 allz~~~

dalam keluarga, mama sangat penting kan? dia la yang menjaga dan memberi perhatian yang jitu terhadap anak-anaknya~ dia juga la yang paling risau jika anak-anaknya sakit walaupun sakit perut sekalipun~

jadi, kepada mamaku yang tersayang, Masriah bt Biskon yang kini berada di kampung lagi agaknya,,, adik nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI JADI yang ke **~~~hee,,, semoga ma panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan semoga rezeki diberkati~ semoga ma tergolong dalam orang-orang yang diberkati oleh-Nya~ may Allah bless... :)

~TATAS~

hulla hulla hull,,,???

salam 2 allz~

today, oh silap2,, yesterday, my momo and nyet2 got themselves a lil sis! x) wanna see???

tadaaaaaaa~ it's CICI!!! =)

 thanks to them, Kamaliah and Syafiqah, for giving me cici~ =) appreciate it and love it~ 

oh2 actually i have other nyet2 as well~ in keychain, eraser and paper clip! XD love them too! very very much! for that, i thank you Dyi~ ;) keychain is being used now~ so everytime i went to seat for exams, i took it along with me~ well of course, i use it for my car key~ mesti la kne bawak sekali~hehe,, thanks again Dyi~ *wink2*

my keychain for car key~ hee

maceh, maceh, maceh D~~ x)

oh if you are just wishing me Happy Birthday, i seriously don't mind~ if you give me a card, i would happily accept it,,, WITHOUT any complaint! just don't be a materialistic person,,, even if you are fussy on everything~ yes, you are fussy, but try not to be~ thank you~ =)

~TATAS~