aware...

salam 2 allz~~~

she's hurting people i guess.....
whatever she does, she never think about it first i guess.....
and if she does that again, she is going 2 hurt other people as well i guess.....

but i think she is pretty much aware of how much she hurts those ppl.....
she even well aware of one day she'll be in the state of feeling guilty n sad all the time by doing that...
just wanna ask those people,
can you satisfy everyone?
can you fulfill everyone's requests?
do you think she did this without a reason?
do you think she purposely did this without giving a thought on it?
can you see the feelings of guilty and sadness in her eyes behind her smile?
well, u can't, can you???????

she has nothing to say about this....
she is hurt just by hurting other people....
yes, she has been ****** to everyone.....
and she knows that there'll be some bad things happen if she tells everyone about it.....
and now, she is facing a HUGE problem which is hard to solve....
after what she had done before, she thinks that it's best for her to isolate herself from other people so that she won't hurt other people.AGAIN~
she apologizes from the bottom of her heart....
she never wants to hurt them from the beginning...
she understands that if this thing is continuously making other people hurt or sad or feeling stupid, it was at her fault.....
she is willing to kneel down and beg for their forgiveness.....

thereby, I, ANISAH DIYANA BINTI JASNI, with all my heart, apologize for everything that I've done and i will try not to hurt other people and i won't make them worry about me anymore....
thank you for being understanding till now....
thank you....

this incident might change the current Anisah Diyana to a different Anisah Diyana since she had changed other people as well....
and she apologizes in advance if the new Anisah Diyana will make others feeling uncomfortable with her....SORRY~