salam 2 allz~
I've been thinking lately~about myself, about my surrounding~ well, we cannot always control our life right? sometimes, we have to follow the flow,, and sometimes, decisions are not made by us... it's not that we want others to control our life, it's just that we are just too tired to think about it~
'be strong' is a word that people always say,, even i use it to console my friends and family~oh and even to myself... =) but that word seems to be used very often and it doesn't affect me at all,,, and when there is a moment i feel so so so tired and exhausted, even when family and friends can no longer be any help, i turn to Him~ I'm not a very good Muslim, am i? should have turn to Him first, believe in Him in whatever situation that we face, right? *sigh*
it is very easy to start a new relationship, right? like we are going to a new place and find someone to be our friend~ oh yes, sound so simple~ then, how about maintaining that relationship?? hmm? well, easy to say but difficult to do~ even an outgoing, extrovert person can have this problem,,, maybe because they have no skills in doing so... yeah, maybe~ like me... =) i admit that,, i notice this since i was in form 4~ hah, it was almost 5years and i am still like the previous me~ i love to make friends, but maintain to be friends? i think it will difficult for me~
being an optimist~that is what i want,,, if your wish is still pending, then pray more~ hope is not a crime... think that your pray is not enough for Him to fulfiil it straight away~ don't compare yourself with others~ NEVER! =) always be thankful for what you have because for whatever you have, others have nothing~ for whatever you treasure, others might want it but they don't get the chance in possessing it,,, so always say 'Alhamdulillah~' in whatever situation you might encounter~ =)
stay happy~ i want to be that! always happy, always smiling, never have to be in a swing mood where you feel like you don't want to talk to anyone, you feel angry to someone at times, you feel like you are alone, no one is by your side~ haha! this always happens to me~ kesian mereka yang menghadapi saya yang begitu,,, i'm sorry for being such a jerk~ =(
oh saying sorry is important~no? haha,, it is important to me~ but you have to choose the right time to apologize~ not everyone can easily be like there is nothing happen after you have a fight or argument with them~ give them time to cool down, then apologize~ ehee i have a bad habit~ i sometimes do not even apologize for what i've done, which makes other people say i am egoistic~ right? well,,, i am sorry, again~
*sigh* listen to yiruma's is making me write all these stuff~ hee,,, have a good night guys~ may Allah bless,,,
~TATAS~
Saturday, October 16, 2010
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Saturday, October 16, 2010
life,, is like that~
salam 2 allz~
I've been thinking lately~about myself, about my surrounding~ well, we cannot always control our life right? sometimes, we have to follow the flow,, and sometimes, decisions are not made by us... it's not that we want others to control our life, it's just that we are just too tired to think about it~
'be strong' is a word that people always say,, even i use it to console my friends and family~oh and even to myself... =) but that word seems to be used very often and it doesn't affect me at all,,, and when there is a moment i feel so so so tired and exhausted, even when family and friends can no longer be any help, i turn to Him~ I'm not a very good Muslim, am i? should have turn to Him first, believe in Him in whatever situation that we face, right? *sigh*
it is very easy to start a new relationship, right? like we are going to a new place and find someone to be our friend~ oh yes, sound so simple~ then, how about maintaining that relationship?? hmm? well, easy to say but difficult to do~ even an outgoing, extrovert person can have this problem,,, maybe because they have no skills in doing so... yeah, maybe~ like me... =) i admit that,, i notice this since i was in form 4~ hah, it was almost 5years and i am still like the previous me~ i love to make friends, but maintain to be friends? i think it will difficult for me~
being an optimist~that is what i want,,, if your wish is still pending, then pray more~ hope is not a crime... think that your pray is not enough for Him to fulfiil it straight away~ don't compare yourself with others~ NEVER! =) always be thankful for what you have because for whatever you have, others have nothing~ for whatever you treasure, others might want it but they don't get the chance in possessing it,,, so always say 'Alhamdulillah~' in whatever situation you might encounter~ =)
stay happy~ i want to be that! always happy, always smiling, never have to be in a swing mood where you feel like you don't want to talk to anyone, you feel angry to someone at times, you feel like you are alone, no one is by your side~ haha! this always happens to me~ kesian mereka yang menghadapi saya yang begitu,,, i'm sorry for being such a jerk~ =(
oh saying sorry is important~no? haha,, it is important to me~ but you have to choose the right time to apologize~ not everyone can easily be like there is nothing happen after you have a fight or argument with them~ give them time to cool down, then apologize~ ehee i have a bad habit~ i sometimes do not even apologize for what i've done, which makes other people say i am egoistic~ right? well,,, i am sorry, again~
*sigh* listen to yiruma's is making me write all these stuff~ hee,,, have a good night guys~ may Allah bless,,,
~TATAS~
I've been thinking lately~about myself, about my surrounding~ well, we cannot always control our life right? sometimes, we have to follow the flow,, and sometimes, decisions are not made by us... it's not that we want others to control our life, it's just that we are just too tired to think about it~
'be strong' is a word that people always say,, even i use it to console my friends and family~oh and even to myself... =) but that word seems to be used very often and it doesn't affect me at all,,, and when there is a moment i feel so so so tired and exhausted, even when family and friends can no longer be any help, i turn to Him~ I'm not a very good Muslim, am i? should have turn to Him first, believe in Him in whatever situation that we face, right? *sigh*
it is very easy to start a new relationship, right? like we are going to a new place and find someone to be our friend~ oh yes, sound so simple~ then, how about maintaining that relationship?? hmm? well, easy to say but difficult to do~ even an outgoing, extrovert person can have this problem,,, maybe because they have no skills in doing so... yeah, maybe~ like me... =) i admit that,, i notice this since i was in form 4~ hah, it was almost 5years and i am still like the previous me~ i love to make friends, but maintain to be friends? i think it will difficult for me~
being an optimist~that is what i want,,, if your wish is still pending, then pray more~ hope is not a crime... think that your pray is not enough for Him to fulfiil it straight away~ don't compare yourself with others~ NEVER! =) always be thankful for what you have because for whatever you have, others have nothing~ for whatever you treasure, others might want it but they don't get the chance in possessing it,,, so always say 'Alhamdulillah~' in whatever situation you might encounter~ =)
stay happy~ i want to be that! always happy, always smiling, never have to be in a swing mood where you feel like you don't want to talk to anyone, you feel angry to someone at times, you feel like you are alone, no one is by your side~ haha! this always happens to me~ kesian mereka yang menghadapi saya yang begitu,,, i'm sorry for being such a jerk~ =(
oh saying sorry is important~no? haha,, it is important to me~ but you have to choose the right time to apologize~ not everyone can easily be like there is nothing happen after you have a fight or argument with them~ give them time to cool down, then apologize~ ehee i have a bad habit~ i sometimes do not even apologize for what i've done, which makes other people say i am egoistic~ right? well,,, i am sorry, again~
*sigh* listen to yiruma's is making me write all these stuff~ hee,,, have a good night guys~ may Allah bless,,,
~TATAS~
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