makcik cleaner, I respek!

Assalamualaikum wbt...

hai semua! hari nih aku berjaya membersihkan kamar mandi aku! *clapclapclap* sebelum nih bersihkan lah jugak, tapi rasanya dah dua minggu tak bersihkan, rasa macam kotor pulak~

sedang aku membersihkan kamar mandi aku tuh, tiba-tiba terfikir macam mana lah makcik-makcik dan pakcik-pakcik cleaner tuh buat kerja dia? aku nih kadang-kadang nak bersihkan kamar mandi aku tuh pun malas, bila bersihkan, peluh memang macam mencurah air ke daun keladi! eh, apehal tiba-tiba guna pepatah tuh pulak? tak sesuai langsung! -_- pendek ceghite, memang lencun beb! itu, untuk kamar mandi yang tak berapa nak kotor dan tak berapa nak berbau lah!

cuba bayangkan mereka yang bekerja sebagai cleaner, bilangan tandas yang diorang kena bersihkan, plus dengan kotornya,,, masyaAllah! dengan baunya yang harum wangi, lagi wangi dari tahi lembu! tuh tak masuk lagi dengan orang yang guna tandas tapi tak reti nak guna flush lah, yang suka buang tisu kat lantai lah, yang maen pancut je suka hati dengan tak bilas kat tempat yang dia terpancut tuh ke,,, urghhhh kembang pulak tekak aku tiba-tiba bila terbayang keadaan toilet ghupe gitu!

sesungguhnya aku memang respek lah diorang nih!  serius tak tipu nih! dah lah sabar gila bersihkan toilet, nanti tak sampai beberapa jam, tandas tuh dah berbau balik! aigooooo,,,, sabar jela aku! kalau lah aku yang jadi cleaner, memang nih    je makannya kat orang-orang yang tak reti nak menjaga toilet awam!

sebab tuh, kita nih sebagai manusia kena lah saling menghormati antara satu sama lain! jangan sebab pelajaran dia tak berapa nak tinggi, kerja dia tak berapa nak best sangat, kita boleh nak hina atau pandang rendah pada mereka~ rezeki yang Allah bagi pada manusia kan laen-laen. tak semestinya semua orang kena jadi pandai dan kaya kan? kalau mereka takde, sume toilet kat tempat awam memang harum mewangi dan tersangat lah bersih hendaknya, ye dok?!  

jadi, mulai hari nih, bila terserempak dengan mereka yang bekerja sebagai cleaner, tegur lah mereka~ bagi salam ke, ucap selamat pagi, selamat petang atau hello ke, anything will do! janji dia tau yang kita nih ada nilai-nilai murni dalam diri~ taknak tegur pun, senyum lah! senyum kan satu sedekah~ free je kau dapat pahala hari tuh! ;)

semoga apa yang kita lakukan diterima sebagai ibadah di sisi Allah SWT!  

may Allah bless~

sweet things is sweet for a sweet-tooth person! ;)

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Hye semua (in a flat tone with straight face). I'm kinda disappointed because of something right now. To cheer me up, I decided to grab a cake from Secret Recipe. and yes, it did help!

Do you know that there is an easy way to lift up your mood in just 5 seconds!  just go and get some sweet things to cheer you up! the moment you activate your taste buds with those foods, you will be smiling in no time! but what are they????

1. CAKE

uuu white chockey!!!!!

look only at the cake, not the person~ XD

any kind of cake will do,,, sponge cake or cheese cake or rainbow cake or fruit cake or cake that is full of cream on it,,, haha! kalau nak bonus lagi, kek baldu merah ke (red velvet,,, hiks) or kek pandan yang jual kat King's! sedap oy! serius tak tipu! 

2. CUP CAKES

how can I eat these cute things?! -_-

this is my friend's doing, XD sedap woi! and its red velvet cuppies!

to those who don't really like big cakes, maybe you can try cuppies! hee~ though it's small, the taste is definitely not small! besides, cuppies can be sooooo cute!!!! macam dalam gambar kat atas tuh! Aren't they cute enough for you? kadang-kadang sampai rasa tak sanggup nak makan sebab comel sangat! ekekekekeke~

3. ICE-CREAM

 

how can anyone resist this thing? it's the most delicious thing on Earth! and you know what, I can eat it over and over again even after consuming a very heavy dinner! erk boleh percaya ke? LOL! whatever! XD have you guys tried Swenson's ice-cream especially the durian flavour? gosh! you might want to eat it every single minute because it's so damn delicious! okay, agak hiperbola di situ! tapi betol~ aku memang tak tipu! hihi,,, when you guys eat it, you'll feel like you are eating frozen durian instead of eating ice-cream with durian flavour~ hiks! 

4. ABC

ABC stands for Air Batu Campur! siapa yang tak kenal?! hehe~ well to me, if I were to buy ABC, I would only ask for red beans and nuts for its gajah because I don't really like those jellies and buah pala lah and bla bla bla. rasa macam mengganggu ketenangan aku je bila makan ABC! hee~ jadi bonus bila orang kedai tuh letak ais krim! sedap kau! suami lalu sebelah kau pon kau takkan perasan~ XD

5. DONUT

dalam banyak-banyak kuih, kuih apa yang kita tak makan kat tengah-tengah dia? selalu tak dengar teka-teki nih?! haha! kalau tanya pasal donut, mesti banyak orang yang akan bagitahu 'Big Apple' la, 'Dunkin Donuts' la, 'JCO' la, tapi kalau aku, aku suka Krispy Kreme! ngehehehe~ sedap sedap terutamanya yang original punya! uisyyyy can't resist babe! tengok pon boleh buat air liur aku meleleh dah! hehe~

6. EGG TART

omigosh! I remember when I first ate the egg tart and that was about 5 years ago, and I was eating it like there is no tomorrow! haha~ totally love at first taste man! YUMMY!!!!!

7. PENGAT PISANG

okay, this is not just any sweet things,,, but I LOVE when my mom or my aunt cook it for me~ it's like your bad mood melted by the taste of Pengat Pisang! hiperbola lagi budak nih! XD but it's true!

let's just say I am a sweet-tooth person and I love every sweet things in the world (okay, tipu! tak pernah rasa semua benda pon!), and why do I feel like I'm just telling you guys how to cheer ME up? LOL! okay, ignore it! whatever it is, those who can't eat any sweet things or dislike them, I feel sorry for you except for those who MUST NOT eat sweet things! diabetic patients, BEWARE! jangan ikut pesanan aku! hee~

till then, may Allah bless~

stronger than you might think,,,

Assalamualaikum wbt...

setiap ujian yang kita terima, baik kecil atau besar, sederhana kecil atau sederhana besar, hanya kepada Dia sahaja kita harus menyerah~ kenapa Allah bagi kita ujian? sebab Dia tahu kita mampu nak hadapi semua tuh! bukan saja-saja, bukan suka-suka je Allah nak bagi~

besides, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, yes? selalu kan dengar quote nih?  jadi, anggap lah ujian tuh satu pengalaman dalam hidup yang nyatanya menjadi pengajaran pada masa hadapan nanti,, 

"eh, dia nih! cakap senang lah! yang tengah hadapi tuh yang seksa! huh!"

betol! memang yang tengah hadapi tuh yang susah, kalau tak, takde lah peribahasa 'berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul' tuh wujud kan? :) tapi, sekali lagi, sebab kita mampu lah, kita dapat ujian tuh dari-Nya~ dalam firman Allah yang bermaksud, 

" Allah tidak memberi kesusahan seseorang hamba melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya" - (2:286)

see! Allah Maha Adil kan? dan Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang tersirat. ^^ mana tahu, kita hilang satu benda, tiba-tiba Allah bagi sepuluh benda yang lagi baik! we never know~ :)

nak menjadi kuat memang susah kalau sorang2~ this is from my point of view! without Him, I lost~ mujur lah, orang sekeliling membantu aku mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya! hubungan kekeluargaan sangat penting dalam menghadapi hari-hari ujian,, kalau tak rapat, kawan-kawan kan ada! anyhow, it depends on people~

whatever it is, no matter wherever you are, whatever you do, stay strong! ^_~  you are actually stronger than you might think! hee~

 

may Allah bless~

mature enough to appreciate...

‘Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather,

And stars may collide

But I love you

Until the end of time’

Oh! Assalamualaikum guys!

Listening to ‘Come What May’ from Moulin Rouge OST has urged me to write this post. I know this song was actually about the bond between lovers but who cares right? LOVE is not only given to ‘them’, we also give LOVE to our dearest family members and besties!  

What else do we need in our lives besides having family and friends in our circle of social life? Come what may, as long as they are with us, we'll be fine insyaAllah! I can say that they play an important role in supporting us, mentally and emotionally. Erk those two, aren’t they the same? Okay, just ignore it.


As we’re getting older, opss perhaps ‘more mature’ would suit more in this situation. Resuming what I was going to blab, as we’re getting more mature (it does sound right,,), every single thing that we do and we are about to do sometimes will lead us to stress. And for those who still don’t have their own way to cope with stress, they prone to be someone who is annoying and full of hatred. Well, to be honest, I’m actually one of those people who happen to have that kind of personality. Yes, up until now. -_- That is why both family and friends play a very important role in my life, EMOTIONALLY.

I don’t know what was I thinking back then, but I did not have any close relationship with my family members. Can’t believe it, right? But it’s the truth. Not even with my mother. I kept on thinking why my family was not like other people’s family; others seem happy and close. What could have gone missing? I never got the answer until one day, something happened. And it did strike me.  If there was something missing, it’s the warmth and sense of belonging was never there in the first place. Well, those were the reasons; at least they were to me!

It’s not easy to break the bond between us at first, and yes, it was kind of awkward for me to have wanting to be close with my own family. Duh! Lame, I know. But I don’t want to have a family without having any connection with them anymore. After changing my personality, a bit I assume, for good, I guess everything turned out to be better than what I expected it to be. Mama and I are like best friends. But we used to be like strangers, we seldom talked to each other, whenever I had problems at school; either with my studies or my relationships with teachers or friends, I never wanted her to know. I made sure that I kept my distance from her, which was an aweful thing to do to your own mom.   

As for now, I make sure that she knows EVERY SINGLE THING that happen in my life, literally. Haha! It’s like a compensation for not being able to do that earlier. Even with my siblings, I make sure that we will have something to say to each other when I go back home. And sports will always be our favourite topic to talk about when I am with my dad. Golf, tennis, snooker, and even wrestling that I dislike the most (apart from badminton, I don’t even watch the match and I hate it because the shuttle moves so fast in a match, LOL, so we never talk about it, hehe) can be one of the sports that we’ll definitely talk about. Therefore, I was, no, I AM thankful for ‘that’ to happen and it really changes my view on how I value my family. ALHAMDULILLAH. Never REGRET is soooo true to me.

To begin with, I am truly blessed that I have friends that always support me, as I’ve said before, emotionally. Friends are easy to make if you were kind enough to smile and introduce yourself first to strangers. However, ‘smile’ and ‘being friendly’ are not the only things that maintain your relationships with your BEST friends. It might take days, months and even years to create a bond with them until they are willing to give you ‘that’. ‘THAT’ happens to be TRUST. Oh yes! It takes times to gain trust and it only takes second to break it and it will take FOREVER to mend it back. Ever heard of this quote? ;) It’s true though.

And I happen to have few of them whom I appreciate so much. They have been my emotional supporters, well of course apart from my mom. Hehe. I would say four of them are the best and I don’t have any plan to add more people in the list AND I am pretty sure that other people would not want to be in the list at all after they get to know the REAL me. Some of them even left me for their own good because they cannot handle the REAL me. Yeah, sadly, it happened before.

So who are these four people? Two of them are my besties from school (tomato and potato, LOL, I know the names funny but who cares, it was created when we were immature, haha!) and another two are my colleagues from college (you know who you are, GEDIKS ;P). I don’t want to talk in details who they are; it’s enough to know there are 4 people who will be patting on my back and giving me words of encouragement if I were about to fall. Why four? Other people only have one or two best friends only. Were they considered you as their best friends too? To be honest, I don’t even know about it myself. I just don’t want to be greedy in getting the title because we cannot force others to accept us the way we accepted them. I am contented enough with the thoughts that I myself have them to support me. And best friends are not only about sharing the same passion or hobbies or ambitions or personality, we also value the differences that we have and tolerate them. Yes, we do complain, sometimes, but that will not affect our relationships. I, somehow, could not thank you guys enough! 

My relationships with them were not started in a good way especially with tomato and potato. We were not in a good term, we fight a lot like in real fight, and we can even say we DETEST each other to the max. Amazingly, it changes with time. Allah yang jaga hati kita, Dia juga lah yang berkuasa mengubah. Yes, up until now, they have been my greatest counsellors in anything and everything. Sarcasm is what makes us close even more. Me, being sarcastic with other people? Are you kidding me? Nah! It’s the truth, I’m not bluffing! ;)

With GEDIKS, we were not close at all at first. Not that we hate each other, it was just that we never have the chance to be close though one of them were my neighbour when we was in Pre-Medical time. Again, time changes everything and now we are like three bodies with a mind. Haha! Yeah, great minds think alike, don’t you think? *winkwink* Rolling-on-the-floor-laughing , having-a-deep-and-emotional-conversation-before-sleep-and-end-up-not-sleeping, being-childish are definitely our routine whenever we meet each other. 

In conclusion, I’ve come to appreciate them so much that I’ll break if I lose any of them. They are, somehow, my sources of strength. Losing them makes me weak. I thank you Allah for bringing them into my life. Alhamdulillah.

May Allah bless~ 

jangan pernah menyesal,,,

Assalamualaikum wbt...

hye guys! setelah dah berapa lama blog nih dibiarkan tanpa post yang sebenar (asyik-asyik post video je,, -_-), jadi hari nih rasa terpanggil pulak nak pos sesuatu dalam Lensa Hati A nih~ ^_^ 

oh sebelum tuh, kami telah berjaya mengharungi zaman tahun 4! Alhamdulillah~ *clapclapclap* ^_^ perjalanan yang bukan mudah untuk kami terutamanya sebab batch kami adalah batch yang pertama untuk program MD UKM-AUCMS nih! :) tahniah kepada semuaaaaaaa! welcome to 5th year guys~ \(^o^)/ 

sepanjang empat tahun berada dalam ruang medik nih, banyak peristiwa yang membuatkan aku lebih matang dan lebih dewasa (eceh, bajet dewasa sangat la tuh! kena ketuk sikit dah nanges tersedu-sedu,,, hik3). antaranya bila kena repeat masa first year dulu, oh masa tuh, rasa teruknya aku nih sebab kena repeat! dah la subjek yang aku memang tak suka! plus kena repeat dua module pulak tuh! -_- rasa macam seksa gila! tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, kalau lah aku tak kena repeat masa tuh, dah tentu aku akan belajar sambil lewa, main-main~ bukan nak cakap sekarang aku belajar gila-gila, dah tentu lah tak! haha,,, belajar dalam medik, kalo serius sangat, nerd la maksudnya kau! aku BUKAN nerd! hikhikhik~ cuma sekarang kalau belajar, aku lebih cepat tangkap point-point yang utama, kalau dulu, semuanya tak masuk otak pun! pfft~ 

yang paling utama, kalau lah MARA tak hantar aku ke AUCMS yang amat aku 'sayangi' nih, dah tentu aku tak jumpa dengan kawan-kawan aku kat AUCMS~ dan dah tentu aku tak dapat pun nak jalan-jalan kat kawasan utara nih,,, almaklumlah I kan duduk kat selatan nuuu,,, kikikiki~

walaupun ada juga peristiwa yang menyakitkan yang kalau boleh aku nak padamkan je dari ingatan aku terutamanya dengan apa yang terjadi kat aku masa aku dalam tahun 4 dulu (sampai sekarang rasa macam ntah pape je sebab orang tuh taknak bagitahu sebab nak jaga hati lah kononnya kan, padahal nak lari dari salah sendiri,, pastu terkantoi jugak akhirnya dan ada juga penyampainya,, heh, come on la, dunia nih kecik je,, haha), namun tak pernah rasa menyesal pun,, kalau tak jadi benda tuh, tak tahu perangai orang yang sebenarnya,,, dan aku pun takkan tahu sejauh mana kekuatan dalaman aku nih nak tangani stress~

dan tentunya aku berjumpa dengan ramai orang yang aku tak pernah jumpa sepanjang aku berada di sekolah dulu~ setiap ragam yang mereka pamerkan, setiap personaliti yang ada pada mereka, setiap gaya yang mereka tunjukkan, setiap sesuatu yang tidak selesa untuk dijadikan amalan dalam hidup, semuanya harus dijadikan pengajaran~ pengalaman kan cikgu kita dalam hidup! ;)

ada orang yang rajin gila study, ada orang yang study sikit pun dah boleh jadi best student (yes, i'm talking about you bebeh if u're reading this), ada juga yang rajin siapkan kerja mereka, taknak tangguh-tangguh, ada juga yang suka gilaaaaaa tangguh kerja sampai kadang-kadang memakan diri sendiri, ada yang jenis pemalu, ada yang memang tak tahu malu (aku ke? XD), ada juga yang ignorant, tak hirau pun orang sekeliling, ada yang concern terlebih-lebih sampai dengan aku-aku pun rasa rimas gila (back off la kawan!), ada yang selfish gila nak mati, ada yang cool dan suka sangat tolong orang tapi bukan yang jenis over-concern tuh, ada yang hati batu, ada juga yang berjiwa lembut dan sensitif (hehe~). semua jenis manusia yang aku jumpa sepanjang aku berada dalam ruang medik nih, ada juga yang mencabar kesabaran aku, ada juga yang buat aku kagum, ada juga yang berjaya menggugurkan airmata aku~ tapi semua tuh pengalaman pada aku! 

jadi, JANGAN PERNAH MENYESAL dengan apa yang korang dah lalui sebelum nih,,, dan JANGAN PERNAH MENYESAL apabila mengenali orang yang menyakiti hati~

setiap sesuatu yang terjadi tuh pasti ada hikmah yang Allah nak sampaikan walaupun kadang-kadang kita tak nampak dari zahirnya~ ^_^ seperti dalam firman Allah dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 216 :
 

"boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui."

so all the best kawan-kawan, lepas habiskan SSM (bak kata cik iqa kita, SSM = sungguh sangat menyusahkan,,, hak3), pastu PPD camp pulak, then baru lah masuk ke dunia 5th year yang sebenar~ oh no! though I'm not ready at all as my knowledge about my first posting is almost ZERO, I'll try my best to keep on updating it from time to time~ ya Allah berikan lah kekuatan kepada kami! 

may Allah bless~ ^_^

keajaiban??? hiks~

aliff aziz & adira - keajaiban cinta

^_^

neorur sarangida,,, :)

Seo In Young - You are the Love

noreul joahae, noreul saranghae ;)

L and Kim Yerim - Like U Love U

I heartttttttttttttttttttt him!!!!!

^_^V

oneulbameun @ tonight,,, ;)

10cm - Tonight I'm Afraid of the Dark

;)

it's the end,,, :)

salam to allz~

aaahhhhhhhh,,,, we have come to an end of 4th year~
we got the results already and Alhamdulillah,,,
everyone passed all postings with flying colours~ ^_^

though my result are better dis year if it was to be compared with the results in 3rd year,
i think 4th year was not the best year for me~
too many things happened which I did not even expect it to happen,,,
but,,, still I managed to go through all the difficulties,,,
even though it was definitely not easy to face them~
Alhamdulillah~

a zillion thanks to my group members,,,
for their love, care and knowledge that they had given to me~
I'm sorry for not being a good leader in Psychiatry,,,
I'm sorry for everything that I've done that made u guys feel unhappy or annoyed with me,,, :(

I'm hoping everyone could excel in 5th year with ur new groupmates~ ^_^
All the best yoreumeun! ;)