andai,,,

andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti,,, :)

try to,,,

salam to allz~

I'm wishing to have a better day today,, 

please ya Allah, help me with this thing,,, please~

cry,,,

“We need never be ashamed of our tears.” 

“Do not apologize for crying. Without this emotion, we are only robots.”

just cry whenever you feel like to cry; it will not kill you; it gives you a temporary relief!

p/s - crying for no reason,,,

hoping it reaches,,,

salam to allz~

my dear, please stay strong,,,!

I know u r strong enough to face this, but be stronger~

keep faith in Him!

insyaAllah, he's going to be fine,,,~

may Allah bless~

epi b'day?? ^_^

salam to allz

just-got-back-from-Seoul-Garden

celebrating-her-birthday-in-advance

it's-supposed-to-be-tomorrow

but-still-we-want-to-do-it-earlier

So

we-are-in-happy-mood

hope-she's-happy-with-the-biggy-card

I'm-wishing-her-a-very-happy-21st-birthday!

hope-she'll-always-smile-and-happy

may-her-life-be-full-of-love-smile-courage-and-luck

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY HOUSEMATE,

NUR FADILAH AZHANI BT MOHAMMAD!!!!

may Allah bless~

oh dunia dan manusia,,,

salam to allz~

letakkan diri anda di tempat orang yang mengalaminya,,,
you guys surely don't want to stay in a house full of garbages!
okay, mungkin sampah tuh macam kasar sangat kot,,,
to be exact, your things la kan!

I suddenly agreed with a friend of mine; she gave her opinion long long ago before we started a new sem,,,
yes, she was right!
but that does not mean those who are not here with us, can do whatever they want,
hey all of them are your things man!
kemas seeloknya la!
we were not your maid sampai kena kemaskan seelok2nya,,,
we got other things to do,,,

it's just my opinion la,,,
it's not related to me actually,,,
I think once they come back here and see all their stuff cramped in a house that full of other people's things, they'll gonna be mad,
but they shouldn't!
tinggalkan bersepah, dapat bersepah la,,,
even though korang tinggalkan dengan sangat kemas, tapi barang2 tuh terlalu berat untuk diangkat sampai menyusahkan orang lain nak kena kemas balik dia punya barang,
memang tidak lah kan?!
minta maaf la,,,
if you were them, I'm pretty sure you'd do the same, man!

I'm not pointing at anyone,
I'm reminding myself as well,, :)
#peace!

may Allah bless~

moving on,,

salam to allz,,,

today I'll be in SCN,, which I previously anticipated the moment~ HAHA!
kinda weird because I think being in the ward is much more fun because I can play with the kids there,,,
but still, for the sake of learning, I have to go to the SCN,,,
it's not that bad actually,,,
last week I went there with my group members,
it was quite fun; maybe because of the new environment,,,
plus I've never been there before,,
so I was like 'wow' jugak la~

okay,,, I have to make it as interesting as possible so that I can learn everything;
and absorb all the knowledge to the max~ ^_^
please ya Allah, berkati la ilmu2 kami pada hari ini,,,

till then, may Allah bless~

miss them!

I.seriously.miss.Mox.siblings

T_T

life and Him...

salam to allz~

when there's too many things kept in yourself without letting them out,
He is the only one that listens~

when everything seems to be so difficult and complicated,
He is the only one that knows it~

when everyone seems not to care about you,
He is the only one who cares~

when trust is not a value to everyone,
He is the only one who values trust!

p/s - He's the only one that you can trust!

p/s 2 - just cry whenever you wanna cry; it's not killing you, it gives you a temporary relief!

little kid and happiness,,, :)

salam to allz~

I've been in the Paeds posting for 3 weeks now~
and I would say it's not that easy to be a paeds,,,
you've got to have lots and lots of patience because you are dealing with kids,,,
who will cry out loud in front of you (loudly means really really loud!),
who will not do whatever you ask them to do,
who will ignore you even though you are in front of them smiling and giving them sweets or chocolates~

not only that, you are also dealing with kids,,,
who are always smiling and waving at you,
who are always anticipating your presence,
who are always asking for your attention,
who can be so sweet to you,
who are always cute in your eyes despite having all sorts of illnesses (ADHD, seizures, CP, asthma, AGE)

I think once you've entered their world,
you'll learn the beauty of being patience~
it feels so different between the real-adult world and the fantasy-child world~
but one thing for sure, I forgot all my problems when I meet them~
they lifted up my mood,,,
even though they are super-duper-hyper-sensitive to the surrounding,
I myself admit, when I sneak into their world, I feel numb to my surrounding as I have to be very extra careful in dealing with the super-duper-hyper-sensitive children in the ward...

the specialists are nice!
they taught me a lot!
even the MO and HO are great~ ^_^
though not everyone seem to like Dr Z, I personally like her~
only the way she teaches looks tense, but I can accept it~
it's just a small matter,,, :)
I've been with Dr S only for a few times, her way of teaching is nice too~
it's like CME, discussions~ suka2!!!

I'm happy that my first posting is paeds~
but I'm sad that it lasts only for two months,
I feel like two months is like two weeks~ :(
I want to be in Paeds for a year, can ah? hahaha!

amteun, I'll try to grab all the knowledge that they throw to me,
and I'm trying to be a very very very hardworking for this posting,,
semoga Allah memberkati ilmu aku, amin!

till then, may Allah bless~ ^_^


p/s - next posting is ortho, :(