i just can't~ =(

salam 2 allz~~~

i cannot just pretend it's okay,,, i cannot just pretend that i'm going to be fine~ i just cannot accept it! you know it! i know you do,,, people have talked about this even before this thing happen! then why??? huh, if this is really happening, the only thing that i can say is ' i am so disappointed~',,, that's all~

you know how to take care of yourself right? you know everything about it right? so, be happy and tc! i won't meddle in your life anymore~ trust me, i won't! good luck with your life then. everyone maybe happy but not me~ =) take care my friend~ hope you know what you're doing...

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

i did it,,, again~

salam2~

well, i kept doing it right? but today, i didn't realize i was doing it,, hmm i am sorry~ maybe this is the ??th time,, i also don't know~ again, i am sorry~ I'm not going to say that i will never do it again,,, i can only say i'll try not to repeat it~ sorry~ =(

I....thank....you,,, =)

salam 2 allz~

i don't know why, but after you said it, i feel so so so much at ease~ i feel like i am going to be happy for hundreds,, no! thousands,, no! could be millions of years!!!!!!!! x)

thank you ya Allah,,, i know You never neglect me, it's just me who feel like that~ huuu naughty nisa! =) anyhow, i am happy~ thanks to him too for being understanding~ ^_^

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

budak2,,,

ehem3~

ad seorang budak, bernama Anisah Diyana~ satu habitnya ialah menjadi murung kerana kelaparan dan gembira selepas makan~ x)

huu lapanye,, da sakit perut sgt3 da nih~ =(

nisa : takde sape ke nak masak ke suapkan makanan ke? orang belakang tuh sibuk sangat tengok tv,,, nyampah je~
syafiqah :  alahai, buruk benor rupe dia bila lapa,,, ad tembikai nih, na bg ke x, na bg ke x~?
boys : ???

   syafiqah : nisa lapa ea,,,? nah, makan la! =) 
nisa : wah, makanan! x)

yay, makanan, makanan, makanan!! maceh syafiqah!! =D

nyum3!!! nikmatnye~~~

maruku & tembikai lagi~ nyum nyum nyum~ makan tak habis2~ ada makanan lain tak??? ;p

  

budak nih senang je nak happy balik, bagi la dia makan, happy la dia! x) -the end-

life,, is like that~

salam 2 allz~

I've been thinking lately~about myself, about my surrounding~ well, we cannot always control our life right? sometimes, we have to follow the flow,, and sometimes, decisions are not made by us... it's not that we want others to control our life, it's just that we are just too tired to think about it~

'be strong' is a word that people always say,, even i use it to console my friends and family~oh and even to myself... =) but that word seems to be used very often and it doesn't affect me at all,,, and when there is a moment i feel so so so tired and exhausted, even when family and friends can no longer be any help, i turn to Him~ I'm not a very good Muslim, am i? should have turn to Him first, believe in Him in whatever situation that we face, right? *sigh*

it is very easy to start a new relationship, right? like we are going to a new place and find someone to be our friend~ oh yes, sound so simple~ then, how about maintaining that relationship?? hmm? well, easy to say but difficult to do~ even an outgoing, extrovert person can have this problem,,, maybe because they have no skills in doing so... yeah, maybe~ like me... =) i admit that,, i notice this since i was in form 4~ hah, it was almost 5years and i am still like the previous me~ i love to make friends, but maintain to be friends? i think it will difficult for me~

being an optimist~that is what i want,,, if your wish is still pending, then pray more~ hope is not a crime... think that your pray is not enough for Him to fulfiil it straight away~ don't compare yourself with others~ NEVER! =) always be thankful for what you have because for whatever you have, others have nothing~ for whatever you treasure, others might want it but they don't get the chance in possessing it,,, so always say 'Alhamdulillah~' in whatever situation you might encounter~ =)

stay happy~ i want to be that! always happy, always smiling, never have to be in a swing mood where you feel like you don't want to talk to anyone, you feel angry to someone at times, you feel like you are alone, no one is by your side~ haha! this always happens to me~ kesian mereka yang menghadapi saya yang begitu,,, i'm sorry for being such a jerk~ =(

oh saying sorry is important~no? haha,, it is important to me~ but you have to choose the right time to apologize~ not everyone can easily be like there is nothing happen after you have a fight or argument with them~ give them time to cool down, then apologize~ ehee i have a bad habit~ i sometimes do not even apologize for what i've done, which makes other people say i am egoistic~ right? well,,, i am sorry, again~

*sigh* listen to yiruma's is making me write all these stuff~ hee,,, have a good night guys~ may Allah bless,,,


~TATAS~

oh mirror~maceh!!! x)

mirror, mirror, mirror~

may i ask, who will be my guy in the future???

mirror says, 'he is the one~'




huh?? are you sure mirror??? it can't be!!!



mirror says,'i am sure my dear~'

it just cannot be him,,, mirror, mirror, mirror, i ask once again, who will spend for the rest of his life loving me unconditionally?


mirror says,'he will be the one for you, my dear~'



again??? are you really sure mirror??



mirror says,'i have never been so sure like this before~ he is meant for you,,, trust me~ '






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kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ thank you mirror~thank you very very very very much!~






~THE END~

trip again n again n again~

salam 2 allz~

well hari nih punya trip, pada asalnya hanya nak ke rumah Prof. Itam~ dah sedap2 makan, nasi la, bihun la, ayam la, daging la, buah pun ada, kek pun ada,,, dah seronok sangat bergambar sampai lupa rumah tuh rumah Prof. Itam,,, anyway, rumah Prof. Itam tersangat la lawa! seronok je bergambar~sampai boys pun bosan tunggu ktorg bergambar~ tak percaya??? tengok gambar nih!

haa tgk2~ bosan je muka masing2 kan?? ;p

tapi tapi rumah Prof. Itam tuh sejuk, nyaman~ nak jugak rumah macam tuh sebenarnya,, tapi kawasan sekeliling rumah tuh,, ummm a bit creepy??? ehee~ takot juge! x)

dah semua tengah sibuk2 bergambar, tetiba terkeluar cadangan nak pergi rumah mimi~ tapi,,, bila kol2 mak dia, mak dia takde pulak kat rumah~ usik2 la mira jugak sebab rumah dia kat kedah jugak, tapi takde respon~hihi

mula2 tuh ingat tak jadi pun raya rumah sesape~ tapi tetiba jadi pulak pergi rumah mira! hoye! x) berjalan lagi! raya, raya, raya~~~~~ hee,,, jauh juge nak pergi rumah mira! ingatkan dekat je~huhu,,, takpe, sanggup redah sebab memang tengah dalam mood raya nih~ sampai2 je rumah mira tuh macam da nak maghrib jugak la~ sempat jugak la solat maghrib berjemaah kat situ~ =)

lepas solat, minum2 kejap, kacau adik2 mira, tetiba ada orang cakap pergi rumah mimi pulak~ hehe,,, memang sakan la berjalan~!!!!! kat rumah mimi, orang beratur nak pergi jumpa Mr. Toi~ hek3,,, tapi boys dah balik time tuh~ diorg tak ikut ktorg pergi rumah mimi~

aahhhhh akhirnya, tercapai jugak hasrat nak pergi beraya,,, bila dah tercapai tuh, sekali tiga rumah ko dapat pergi,,, amik ko! haha~

macam2 benda jadi~ to nadia, i'm happy for you~ glad you're enjoying the trip~ ^_^ to others, hope y'all enjoy it as well~ to me, sila pergi tidur~ besok kang membuta sampai matahari dah tergelincir kang..hee,,,

oh,,, i'm happy as well~ =) thank you for being friends with me again~ thank you,,, alhamdulillah~~~

P/S - ada cerita yang perlu diisi, tapi gambar2 kat iqa,,, i'll post it later kay~ =)


~TATAS~

okay, sume da ad~

salam2~

maaf! sejak pindah uma nih, sy sudah malas berblog~bc blog orang lain je,,,itupun blog fatin liyana jek~hik3,,, oh n nedi pny jgk! ;p semuanya alhamdulillah, berjalan dengan lancar~ harap orang lain begitu juga! =)

sy musykil dengan result EOM~ cepat gila keluar!!! beza betul dengan time nak dapat
cvs dulu~huhu,,,tapi ape2 pun, bersyukur sangat dengan apa yang sy dapat~ alhamdulillah~ eh2 result minitest pun dah dapat! x) alhamdulillah jugak~ so nisa,,, dah pulih semangat anda??? *angguk2 kepala*

tadi baru lepas bual dengan kawan lama~ hp dia hilang ritu, so kena la cari balik no dia~ nasib baek dia ada fb! ^_^ hepinya!!!hee~ maceh syu!!!!!! syg ko la!

umm PLAYFUL KISS menarik perhatian sy! hyun joong buat rambut macam 2 buat sy teringatkan yamapi!!!! x) hensemnye!!!!! aigooo sabar jela anak dara nih~hik3 tapi nak buat macam mane,,, da suke~ =) sweetness overloaded!!!!!

okay, stop2~ sila study sekarang anisah! terima kasih~ =)


~TATAS~

wellllllll~~

salam 2 allz~~~

tahniah kepada semua sebab dah berjaya mengharungi 16 hari, nak masuk 17 hari berpuasa~ selamat beramal semua~ ^_^

hey,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i did ask if there was anything that i could help, okay?! okay, maybe it was my fault, i didn't even bother to go to your house and help you with that thing. sorry for that. next time, call! ask for help! senang kan?

oh thank you for your help. thank you for your hardship. next time ask! sorry for troubling you and her both,,,

somehow i feel guilty but sekarang tengah takde perasaan. so sorry nedi! huk3

~TATAS~