life and Him...

salam to allz~

when there's too many things kept in yourself without letting them out,
He is the only one that listens~

when everything seems to be so difficult and complicated,
He is the only one that knows it~

when everyone seems not to care about you,
He is the only one who cares~

when trust is not a value to everyone,
He is the only one who values trust!

p/s - He's the only one that you can trust!

p/s 2 - just cry whenever you wanna cry; it's not killing you, it gives you a temporary relief!

little kid and happiness,,, :)

salam to allz~

I've been in the Paeds posting for 3 weeks now~
and I would say it's not that easy to be a paeds,,,
you've got to have lots and lots of patience because you are dealing with kids,,,
who will cry out loud in front of you (loudly means really really loud!),
who will not do whatever you ask them to do,
who will ignore you even though you are in front of them smiling and giving them sweets or chocolates~

not only that, you are also dealing with kids,,,
who are always smiling and waving at you,
who are always anticipating your presence,
who are always asking for your attention,
who can be so sweet to you,
who are always cute in your eyes despite having all sorts of illnesses (ADHD, seizures, CP, asthma, AGE)

I think once you've entered their world,
you'll learn the beauty of being patience~
it feels so different between the real-adult world and the fantasy-child world~
but one thing for sure, I forgot all my problems when I meet them~
they lifted up my mood,,,
even though they are super-duper-hyper-sensitive to the surrounding,
I myself admit, when I sneak into their world, I feel numb to my surrounding as I have to be very extra careful in dealing with the super-duper-hyper-sensitive children in the ward...

the specialists are nice!
they taught me a lot!
even the MO and HO are great~ ^_^
though not everyone seem to like Dr Z, I personally like her~
only the way she teaches looks tense, but I can accept it~
it's just a small matter,,, :)
I've been with Dr S only for a few times, her way of teaching is nice too~
it's like CME, discussions~ suka2!!!

I'm happy that my first posting is paeds~
but I'm sad that it lasts only for two months,
I feel like two months is like two weeks~ :(
I want to be in Paeds for a year, can ah? hahaha!

amteun, I'll try to grab all the knowledge that they throw to me,
and I'm trying to be a very very very hardworking for this posting,,
semoga Allah memberkati ilmu aku, amin!

till then, may Allah bless~ ^_^


p/s - next posting is ortho, :(

two.words

emotionally.unstable

fool!!!! ^_^

Juniel Ft. Jung Yong Hwa - Fool

dear paedoes,,,

salam to alls~

I am supposed to read about oedematous child as tomorrow we'll be having PBL,,
then why am I writing this post???
because I am bored!!!!
bukan bukan,, actually I am a lazy student!!!!
that's the right answer,,,

how am I going to be a paedo nih???!!!! :(
oh btw, paedo is paediatrician,
mengade nak buat perkataan camtu! hak3~ :P

may Allah bless,,,, ^_^


p/s - mujur mimie ada bagi the file,,, hik3~ thx mimie! :D

dis post as a reply?

salam to the person~

hihi,,, I know, I know,
I'm sorry for being a lil over-sensitive regarding this matter~
it's nothing actually right?? *sigh*
being alone is what everyone hates,, me too!

I have no explanation to do regarding my post,
because I posted it absent-mindedly,,,
so it's entirely my fault that day,,, :(

hopefully you'll forgive me~
appreciate your presence as well,,,
don't want to ruin anything as new sem has just started!
my bad,,, huk3,,, sorry!!!!!!!!!!

p/s - harap xserik makan kue teow kungfu dengan kitaaa~ hihi,,,

*sigh* again,,,

salam to allz~

i dunno what happened, but suddenly the plan has been changed,,, AGAIN~
haha,,, I don't want to complain about it,,,
its their choices, its their decisions,
what I know is that my housemates are cik Ieyla (tuan rumah), me myself, Hanie nd Syafiqah~
Hanie and Syafiqah have already brought their things here,,,
and Syafiqah is busy now,, kemas bilik and her stuff!
pape pun, Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat~

I've just came back from HUKM this morning~
we arrived at Kulim around 0330,,,
and walla,, home sweet home~
I got to watch postmortem, two bodies~
I LOVE IT!!! haha~
actually there was another body to be postmortem-ed!
but we were very exhausted, dalam fikiran masa tuh nak balik je~ hik3

I'll be going to WMS after this, to take my parcel,,
yay! dah sampai~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,,,
then, in the evening, I'll be going to Taiping as my family will be coming over for wedding,,,
I don't know whether Ieyla wants to follow me or not,,,
let her decide~ ^_^

till then, may Allah bless~

oh pusing pusing, kepala pening,,,

salam to allz~

before this, I've told you about the plan that has already changed right?
it turned out that the plan has been changed again! HAHA~
pening kepala aku!

Syafiqah will be moving into Ieyla's pension, not Hafiza~ aiyoooo,,,
diorang nih, suke hati je! haha
then, we'll have another housemate!!!
cik Nadia kita!!! hua3~
will she be my roommate?
or maybe Hanie's?
I also don't know~
she has to decide,,, ^_^
but I don't mind about her decision~
as long as her prob has already settled! yay! ngee~

there's someone facing some difficulties regarding the house,,,,
hopefully he'll manage to settle it with his friends~
good luck! ^_^

yeee,,, I got things to be unpacked!
may Allah bless~ :)

morning lullaby~

IU - Peach

My eyes keep going to that white face
Why don’t I even get sick of you?
When you slightly smile at me, I really go crazy

How can you be so pretty baby?

How can I explain this feeling?

When I see you, my heart becomes numb and sore

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

You know he’s so beautiful

Maybe you will never know
I want to hide you in my embrace

I’m not saying this out of a young heart
But I really want to marry you

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

Telling you multiple times is not enough
With this tickling voice
that only knows you
I will sing for you

My heart keeps going to you
I’m really going crazy

into a different world,,,

salam to allz,,,

I have officially moved out to Ieyla's pension~

it seems that the plan is changed a lil' bit,,

as Syafiqah won't be moving into this pension with us,,,

she switches her place with my other housemate, Hafiza~

I'm fine with anyone, setakat nih, Alhamdulillah~

feels pity to Nadia, Mimie and Amy because they still have some probs,

I just hope they will settle it down, insyaAllah~

yesterday, new semester started already,

it was kinda weird, we are still getting to know each other,,,

sometimes I can feel the awkwardness between us; even between me and Hanie,, HAHA~

but no worries, I don't want to make any comparison with my previous group and I will never do that~

It's unfair for them! ^_^

things will get better as each day passes,, that's for sure!

and we have lots of things to be read now,,,

PBL oiiii!!! adeyh~

whatever it is, stay cool, stay hot, stay gorgeous! ngahaha,,, xde kena-mengena pn! XD

and don't forget, life has to move on!

 

may Allah bless~