dis post as a reply?

salam to the person~

hihi,,, I know, I know,
I'm sorry for being a lil over-sensitive regarding this matter~
it's nothing actually right?? *sigh*
being alone is what everyone hates,, me too!

I have no explanation to do regarding my post,
because I posted it absent-mindedly,,,
so it's entirely my fault that day,,, :(

hopefully you'll forgive me~
appreciate your presence as well,,,
don't want to ruin anything as new sem has just started!
my bad,,, huk3,,, sorry!!!!!!!!!!

p/s - harap xserik makan kue teow kungfu dengan kitaaa~ hihi,,,

*sigh* again,,,

salam to allz~

i dunno what happened, but suddenly the plan has been changed,,, AGAIN~
haha,,, I don't want to complain about it,,,
its their choices, its their decisions,
what I know is that my housemates are cik Ieyla (tuan rumah), me myself, Hanie nd Syafiqah~
Hanie and Syafiqah have already brought their things here,,,
and Syafiqah is busy now,, kemas bilik and her stuff!
pape pun, Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat~

I've just came back from HUKM this morning~
we arrived at Kulim around 0330,,,
and walla,, home sweet home~
I got to watch postmortem, two bodies~
I LOVE IT!!! haha~
actually there was another body to be postmortem-ed!
but we were very exhausted, dalam fikiran masa tuh nak balik je~ hik3

I'll be going to WMS after this, to take my parcel,,
yay! dah sampai~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,,,
then, in the evening, I'll be going to Taiping as my family will be coming over for wedding,,,
I don't know whether Ieyla wants to follow me or not,,,
let her decide~ ^_^

till then, may Allah bless~

oh pusing pusing, kepala pening,,,

salam to allz~

before this, I've told you about the plan that has already changed right?
it turned out that the plan has been changed again! HAHA~
pening kepala aku!

Syafiqah will be moving into Ieyla's pension, not Hafiza~ aiyoooo,,,
diorang nih, suke hati je! haha
then, we'll have another housemate!!!
cik Nadia kita!!! hua3~
will she be my roommate?
or maybe Hanie's?
I also don't know~
she has to decide,,, ^_^
but I don't mind about her decision~
as long as her prob has already settled! yay! ngee~

there's someone facing some difficulties regarding the house,,,,
hopefully he'll manage to settle it with his friends~
good luck! ^_^

yeee,,, I got things to be unpacked!
may Allah bless~ :)

morning lullaby~

IU - Peach

My eyes keep going to that white face
Why don’t I even get sick of you?
When you slightly smile at me, I really go crazy

How can you be so pretty baby?

How can I explain this feeling?

When I see you, my heart becomes numb and sore

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

You know he’s so beautiful

Maybe you will never know
I want to hide you in my embrace

I’m not saying this out of a young heart
But I really want to marry you

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

Telling you multiple times is not enough
With this tickling voice
that only knows you
I will sing for you

My heart keeps going to you
I’m really going crazy

into a different world,,,

salam to allz,,,

I have officially moved out to Ieyla's pension~

it seems that the plan is changed a lil' bit,,

as Syafiqah won't be moving into this pension with us,,,

she switches her place with my other housemate, Hafiza~

I'm fine with anyone, setakat nih, Alhamdulillah~

feels pity to Nadia, Mimie and Amy because they still have some probs,

I just hope they will settle it down, insyaAllah~

yesterday, new semester started already,

it was kinda weird, we are still getting to know each other,,,

sometimes I can feel the awkwardness between us; even between me and Hanie,, HAHA~

but no worries, I don't want to make any comparison with my previous group and I will never do that~

It's unfair for them! ^_^

things will get better as each day passes,, that's for sure!

and we have lots of things to be read now,,,

PBL oiiii!!! adeyh~

whatever it is, stay cool, stay hot, stay gorgeous! ngahaha,,, xde kena-mengena pn! XD

and don't forget, life has to move on!

 

may Allah bless~

Every End of the Day,,, ^_^

IU - Every End of the Day

Monday, Better day

A day that makes my heart rush like the first time

Sunday, Better day

A day when I think about you all day

I get greedy, wanting our relationship to get a bit closer

Just one step, that much closer

My monlogues, my whispers

You might be curious too

* It's because I like you

Even though I have on a cold face

My heart isn't like that, it's a lie

But foolish you makes me frustrated

** It's because I like you so much

Even though I have an indifferent face

I wait again and wonder what I should do

And at the end of the day, I say

I love you

One day, Holiday

A day that I really don't want to be by myself

One day, Cloudy day

A day where the sky is gray as if it's about to cry

Tears come, tears resembling my sad heart come

My heart that I've held back is flowing down all over the sky, all over the world

It's not just because I'm sad

* Repeat

** Repeat

My lips tell lies but

My eyes tell the words I really want to say

The words hidden inside my heart

It's because I like you a lot

Turn around and look at my slow paced footsteps

This is my heart that's waiting for you

If you've watched over me, you would know

It's because I don't know

Tell me so that I can hear your heart

I think it can work if you hold out your hand

But if the reason you hesitate is the same as mine

Please come to me now

I don't like love~ :(

'I hate the love that I can neither have nor abandon'

new sem, new group, new housemates! ^_~

salam to allz~

okay, new semester will be started in 2 days~
aaaa basically 1 day only!
everything is new!!!

as I was assigned to my new group yesterday, at first Dr Farooqui said that group 1 and group 2 will be staying at Kulim, and group 3 and group 4 (which is my group) will be going to Taiping~
I was happy with that!
but then, suddenly I saw the timetable for the each group, and sadly my group should stay in Kulim together with the other group
so it has been changed, and here I am, in lovely Kulim~


whatever happened, Alhamdulillah,,,
I still got the opportunity to continue to 4th year~
it was not an easy journey, but syukur I've made it,,
others also made it including those who went for reseat postings,, congratulations!
you guys were great!!! ^_^


shall I tell you my new groupmates,,,?? ^_~
as usual, we have 8 students in a group except group 1,,,
they have only 7,,
so the boys in my group,, they are not new,, they were my groupmates before this,,,
and I'm shocked that both of them will still be together,,,
and they are Akmal and Kannan!!!
and the princesses in my group, I would say, I only had experience with Hanie and Mimie, there goes the 3rd and 4th member of my group~
I have never been in a group with cik Ieyla, cik Syafiqah, and cik Amy~ :)
and the last member, of course me! hehe
I'm happy with my group, even though kinda sad seeing my karok group (Faris and Faridah) will be going to Taiping,,,
amteun, I know Allah has arranged my group beautifully~
we'll complete each other and we're going to enjoy every moment in the group, that's for sure! ^_^
semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya~
and Allah listens to those who ask,,
and I did ask, and He did listen, Alhamdulillah~
Allah Maha Mendengar~

my first posting will be Paediatrics and next posting will be Ortho~
okayy,, I'm not fond of Ortho actually,,,
so I'm quite scared!
luckily cik Syafiqah and cik Ieyla are in my group! ngahahahaha!
syukur ya Allah! ^_^

for the house, we'll be moving out!
to cik Ieyla's house~
only me, cik Syafiqah, and cik Hanie~ ;)
Amy and Mimie will be moving out as well, but to Hamimah' s house~
as for my previous housemates, Hafiza and Adibah will be staying in Kulim as well~
but they'll be moving out to Syafiqah's house,, (macam sistem barter pulak, hehe~)
Kamaliah and datin kita,, Afiqah, will be going to Taiping~
I'm going to miss them both!
mesti rindu nak tengok datin pakai vogue2!!!! x)
hopefully they'll enjoy their postings in Taiping, insyaAllah~

say bye bye to my house,,,
no more LiLaTiBuLuNai!!!
yeeee,,, da tambah anai-anai la pulak!!! ces!

may Allah bless,,!


p/s - Juniors,,,, welcome to Kulim!!!!! ^_^

goodbye,,, T_T

salam to allz~

loving this song~ ^_^

TaeTiSeo - Goodbye, Hello

I open my eyes and the morning knocks
As if the dim night of yesterday never existed
Say hello, there are still so many things left unsaid
But i just blankly look at your picture

Never let go of this tightly held hand
Will you kiss these tightly shut eyes?
You used to say, let’s be together forever
Even if we are born again
With those lips, you say your last good-bye
But that good-bye
Doesn’t exist between us

(oh~ no never say good-bye hello)

It’s so strange – i can’t fall asleep
My favorite coffee tastes bittersweet
It’s alright, it’s alright
Everyone goes through this at least once
I just keep telling myself that

These streets we used to walk together
Today, it seems lonely
Turn back the clock to yesterday
Where we used to laugh and cry
Just like the leading roles in a movie
Hello, hello, just tell me those words
Good-bye, good-bye, don’t say those words
That good-bye doesn’t exist between us

It’s so strange
Why does the person who is more in love
Have to hurt more? Is love bad?
Why, is it me and not you?
Sorry for my immature love
Why no never say good-bye hello

Never let go of this tightly held hand
Will you kiss these tightly shut eyes?
You used to say, let’s be together forever
Even if we are born again
Hello, hello, just tell me those words
Good-bye, good-bye, don’t say those words
That good-bye doesn’t exist between us

Hello hello never say good-bye hello

yes, I did it!!!!

salam to allz~

Alhamdulillah,, with the help of Him, plus my determination, and not to be forgotten my dear friend, Hanie,, I managed to do them!!!!

I wanted to make them with the intention of giving presents to my friends~ hee,,,

but in here, I only want to show the keychains that I already made for myself and my sister,,

plus the brooches! ^_^

I'm not good at it,,,

just want to brush up my sewing skill,,

at least, when people ask me to sew something, I am willing to do it without any shame~ :)

and I admit, I did not sew them very neatly like Nur Alwani Diyana,

but I don't mind!

I'm proud of myself for being able to sew all these things~

after all, it's not for sale~

it's just for fun!

and remember, my intention was to give presents to them,,,

to deliver my sincerity to them! hehe~

Syukur ya Allah~

thanks hun for teaching me~ hee,,,, ;)

so here they are,, hand-made brooches and keychains!

sila gelak kalo nak gelak,, xkesah!

memang sememeh! hik3,,, :P

^_^

this is for Kak Sarah, hsm8 kakak! :)

mine,,, Anisah is my name! ^_~

for my lil sis, okay sgt xkemas! sorry mi~ T_T

so that's all that I made~

though they were not very neatly done, to think that I was the one who made them, it was such an amazing feeling!

I got a bunch of brooches to be done,,, for mama, kakak, amy and me myself!

oh and Kak Chik Hanie kte jgk! hihi,,,

may Allah bless~ ^^