Constantinople~

salam 2 allz~~~

when i looked back at my previous posts, it seems that my last year posts were lesser than last two years! terkejut juge~ ingatkan tym 2010 lagi banyak benda aku cerita! but it's the other way round pulak~huhu,, doesn't matter~ bukan boleh dapat duit pun kan kalau entry banyak pun~ hik3!

oh btw, apa kena-mengena post nih dengan tajuk aku kat atas tuh???! HAHA! no significant meaning~ x)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feeling : homesick~

salam 2 allz~~~

i'm here in Penang now,, but i'm feeling a lil' bit homesick already~ what did i do during the 4-day hols? tehee,,, enjoying every breathe that i take~ x) boleh tak nak jawab macam tuh? HAHA!

1. High School Never Change
why i'm saying this? hee,, simply because of the everlasting memories during secondary school! bukan lah tym menengah atas je,, menengah rendah pun sme gk~ every second during my school tym is so precious which i will never forget for the rest of my life~

well we went there~ we? my sisters and myself! tehee,,, pergi pejabat, jumpa kerani sekolah cz amy kan nak pindah sekolah... and i met HER! Cikgu Mylia, tak berubah langsung! she was my class teacher and she taught us Biology~

then i met my former History teacher when i was in Form 2,, and tak berubah jugak! hee~ jumpa kat koperasi sekolah sebabnak beli buku2 amy~

jalan jalan dan jalan lagi, sampai lah ternampak Lib! rindu! kebetulan kakak & aku pustakawan dulu, so it really brings back old memories~ konon nak tunjuk sekolah tuh kat amy kan, padahal sendiri yang nak jalan2, ingat kenangan lama~ sentimental betul!

jumpa lagi cikgu, my Maths and English teacher when i was in Form Three~ Cikgu Rose Aina and Cikgu Zana! oh cikgu2 nih, i remember all their fav phrases!

cikgu zana - saya nih kalo marah, burok rupenye,,, jgn lah nak buat sy marah! 

cikgu rose - all! x) 

2. Forever Friendship

i got to meet them! and i even surprised them! x) well, memang takde sape pun yang tahu aku nak balik except for hida~ HAHA! mischieve managed! tehee,,, and their reactions,,, PRICELESS! if i have vidcam, i would record it and save it in the safebox! memang best! 

to HIDA, thank you for keeping it as a secret~ bila buat macam nih, aku pulak yang rasa tak sabar nak bagitahu diorang kepulangan aku ke seremban~ HAHA! good luck in your practical days ahead~

to IKIN, as the second person to know my existence in seremban, sorry~ lambat bagitahu pulak kan,,,~ hehe,, anyhow, thanks bagi makan ayam goreng! my fav! x) and sorry jugak tak dapat nak borak lama2~ kekangan masa ada je di mana2~ *sigh* harap dapat borak2 lama2 lagi~ :)

to TKA, mujur ko tak kejar aku satu taman dengan penyapu! HAHA! aku tahu ko hepi jumpa aku kan,,, hek3~ aku pun hepi jugak, sebab tuh terus pergi rumah ko tengahari tuh~ dah la salah masa! huk3~ thanks tka, bagi aku makan! as usual, kalo pergi rumah ko, memang tak sah kalo tak makan~ x)

to SYU, memang lebam tangan aku ko tumbuk! HAHA! my bad~ tak bagitahu awal2 nak balik seremban~ ko pun dah nak balik UPSI dah tym tuh~ tapi aku hepi sebab dapat jumpa ko dulu before ko balik~ aku memang dah plan dah, hari jumaat aku mesti pergi rumah ko! alhamdulillah, plan menjadi~

to FATIN, the last person to know, i was thankful to have the chance to meet you fatin~ of all the people, you are the hardest person to meet~ huhu,,, i'm happy that we haven't changed! still the old person~ thank you sebab bagi makan kerepek tuh! lupa nama dia~ hee,,,

to FQA, although i don't have the chance to meet you, you are always being remembered, here in my heart~ good luck! tak tahu kalo ko nak praktikal ke apa, tak tahu your schedule tapi still, good luck! :) you are one of my besties!

to REDZARIANS, miss you guys!!!!

sempat lagi tuh kat tangga! x)

semoga berbahagia! :)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

alhamdulillah~ :)

MZ - thank you Allah~

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes to all the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take

All praises just to Allah

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud
To see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that's when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you

All praises just to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
Indeed you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank you for bringing me home

All praises just to Allah

the memories will be kept in our heart forever~ memories remain in the past,,, the present, 2011, welcome and hoping to be a better person,,, insyaAllah~

thank you Allah for giving me this opportunity to be a part of 2011~ ahamdulillah, i'm still alive~ :)

may Allah bless you guys,,, salam~

zaman SEL,,,?!

salam 2 allz~~~

when you look back at your old pictures, have ever thought that you are selekeh? i always do! HAHA! sangat selekeh okay~ if i am about to compare my current self and the previous me, i think it is just the SAME! x)

let's look at the pictures okay,,proof! xD

the PREVIOUS me!

 the CURRENT me

see the similarities? nothing's change right? HAHA! i know~ *wink2*

may Allah bless~ :)


~TATAS~

feel : restless!

salam 2 allz~~~

jebal!

please come faster~ T_T

feel : reminiscence~

salam 2 allz~

since yesterday i kept on thinking and reminiscing about it~ :) i miss the new one, as well as the old one~ huhu,,,

temerloh~

bandar warisan puteri~

i miss both of them~ :)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feel : can't wait to,,,?

salam 2 allz~~~

omo! aku seriusly bukan dalam mood nak study skrg nih~ yeah yeah, i know we have test this monday but i can't help to have this kind of feeling! only Allah knows how excited i am right now~ I WANT TO GO HOME! T_T so badly!

may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

feel : forever in love~

salam 2 allz~~

i just have the feeling of listening to this song~ in peace,,, :)





i love you with all my hypothalamus~ *wink2*

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

azam : i want to,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

1. the C word,,,
i want to congratulate her for being listed in one of the top scorers, even in UKM list! tahniah D! i am so proud of you! I always know you can do better than anybody else~ you really deserve it! all the efforts that you had poured for all the modules has been paid~ you can smile happily now, my dear~ jangan lupa doakan untuk kte juga ea, hee~ haii bila la saya nak masuk list tuh~~ -_-''

2. the A word,,,
sebelum tuh, sori la ye, tak ikut turutan alphabet pulak~hehe,,, C tadi lagi penting, sebab tuh taip yang tuh dulu~ i want to learn something~ bukan aku tak pandai nak buat benda nih, cume tak mahir~ kekok dan rasa macam nak terpelanting je bila bawak benda nih~ drive kereta AUTO! aigoo! seriously! bukan tak reti bawak ye,,! cumanya aku tak reti part nak tekan brake tuh~ ada ke patut tekan brake macam nak pijak tikus sampai mati! dan dan guna dua kaki pulak tuh! ini lah padahnya kalau dah terbiasa bawak kereta manual~ adehhh,,,

3. the S word,,,
cuba korang sebut satu2 huruf nih, pastu cakap apa perkataan dia ea~ S.E.R.E.M.B.A.N,,, cuba cakap apa perkataan nih???? SEREMBAN! finally, dah pindah seremban! hoye2~ hepinye daku tak terkira,,,~ *wink2* tapi bila aku balik nanti, barang2 menanti untuk dikemas~ HAHA! memang habis kau jadi bibik nisa! tehee~

4. the F word,,,
finish already~ hek3~


5. the B word,,,
may Allah bless~~

6. the T word
~TATAS~ :)

the P,,,?

salam 2 allz~~~






people always say that 'i cannot forgive someone easily~' and very seldom for people to say 'oh i forgive you from the bottom of my heart and i will never remember about it~ so, let's start something new~'... everyone must have heard all the phrases that i've mentioned just now right? but 'i can forgive but cannot forget' is the most common phrase that we have always heard of~ yeah, it is normal for human beings to have the feeling of dissatisfaction on something or someone~ it occurs in me as well,,, but to me, the forgive-but-cannot-forget statement is UNACCEPTABLE~ mm not really unacceptable actually, it is just i don't know the right word to be used in exchange of unacceptable~ -_-" gomen! tehee~

why am i saying this? for me, the answers is either 'i can forgive' or 'i cannot forgive or it is difficult for me to forgive',,, okay, let us elaborate on the forgive-but-cannot-forget phrase~ when you say you forgive them but you cannot forget what has happened, doesn't that tell us that you are not really ready to forgive them? which is to say that you cannot forgive them~ the answer is there, obviously, but you are saying that in an assertive manner~ :) so, now you are save from being aggressive in giving out your thoughts to others~ right? but it is not bad to do that~ i admit it would bring harmony to the relationship with your surroundings (harmony? HAHA!) and you can avoid conflicts too! so, it is a good thing!

however, what makes the behaviour unforgivable? no apologize either in verbal or non-verbal way? or it is ourselves that cannot accept such behaviour? well guys, it is all up to the P word~ (thanks to Dr. Genelyn for the nice wrap-up just now~ tehee) what is P??? P is our pride~ forgiveness can be easily given to those who are at fault if the pride thingy is not inside us~ we kept on thinking that if we forgive them now, they would not learn their mistakes,,, you must have encountered this kind of thought, no? or it is only me that make a stereotype statement here? usually it is like that~

i think everyone has their own pride~ it would be a BIG lie if someone says he/she does not have any,,, and it must be difficult for US, not just you, but me as well, in throwing away the pride thingy~ and i would say being understanding with one's behaviour instead of being angry with it, is not an easy thing to be accomplished~ so, adik2, kakak2, abang2, makcik2 dan pakcik2 sekalian, let us work hard to manage our diversity that surrounds us since we encounter lots of differences in gender, thoughts, personality and even interests~ work hard but never forget to be yourself as you are trying to adjust yourself with all the differences~

and experience is a very good teacher! there is no book can teach us in adjusting ourselves if we happen to face a situation that needs our courage to handle and manage the diversity~ the experience might be painful or happy or sweet or anything but as we grow older, we will know that all the experiences that we have is vital for us to be more mature and confident in handling diversity issues around you~

so GOOD LUCK people! good luck for me as well~ x)


may Allah bless~




~TATAS~