story mory~

salam 2 allz~~

i've already eaten just now. and now i'm hungry~ again! aigoo gila la perut nih~ nak makan nasi pulak tuh,, mengembang la badan~ syukur berat maintain 48 je. ait 48? ahaha bilanya nak turun ke 44 nih? ke laut la tuh~hik3,, xpe2, y penting 26 kena maintain~ ;)

i am now at seremban~ home sweet home~ like it here so much! can't wait to transfer back here. well this is my tanah tumpah darah kan? kat sini la saya tunggang terbalik tergolek-golek dulu~ i lived here for almost 12years! so mesti la excited gila nak balik~ x) bilik da siap cat, thanks to ayah sebab bersusah-payah mengecat bilik saya...hee~ walaupun lari dari plan asal, tapi i don't mind~ asalkan bilik saya berwarna~hihi,,, apa2 pun, saya berpuas hati dengan bilik itu, dan tak sabar nak tidur kat dalam 2! HAHA! even ayah pun cakap, kalau masuk bilik saya mesti nak tidur punya la! sebab warna dia warna tidur! hee~ perabot je belum ada,,, xpe~ saya belum nak tidur lagi kat situ,, man man ye,, ;) oh rasanya ma dapat result tukar sekolah minggu depan kot. so, i pray, i pray and i pray supaya dapat sekolah yang sama macam dulu, tak kisah la ayah bagi ke tak! x) sori yah~

si putih is coming next week~ tapi my mom will use it first~ so, putih xpe la xdapat jumpa saya ea~ nanti saya balik, kita boleh jumpa! x) oh tak dapat NCA~ sayang juge no tuh, tapi apakan daya~ manusia kan selalu buat silap~ hihi,,, terima jela seadanya~

saya mengemas bilik saya dua hari yang lepas, then i found my old jeans from premed yang memang dah tak muat langsung dulu~ well saya memang macam belon dulu,, dia pun cakap camtu jugak! x( tapi saya admit la, betul apa yang dia cakap~ kebetulan masa beli jeans tuh memang tengah takde jeans langsung sebab dah kurus sikit,,, cewah! poyo lak kan~hik3,, then, masa akhir2 premed, serius tak muat~ bila jumpa balik hari tu, i tried~ saje la kan menggedik, nak test power,, anisah dulu dengan anisah yang sekarang~ and guess what, i muat! HAHA! siap longgar lagi~ uisy save duit beli jeans baru! memang cadang nak beli pun jeans but alhamdulillah, jumpa yang lama! hee~ cumaaaaa kena pakai belt la yang mana saya paling malas sekali nak pakai~ x) ye, sila marah saya yang selekeh nih, Inche MAA~ ;p

ape lagi nak cerita? hmm saya ada lagi tiga paper including MUET~ tapi kan, nak tahu sesuatu tak? slip MUET saya tuh kan, saya tak tahu saya letak kat mana~ merata jugak mencari, tapi tak jumpa! macam mana nih??? x( tolong dan bantu saya ya Allah~ kalau takde slip tuh, saya tak boleh nak seat for exams nanti! mati la saya~ :'( oh lembutkan lah hati para pemeriksa yang memeriksa kertas peperiksaan saya tuh~ biar lah mereka nampak apa yang saya ingin sampaikan dalam kertas esei~agak serabut kat dalam 2~ x) biar lah jawapan saya semua betul~ hik3

lagi2??? nothing! may Allah bless~~


~TATAS~

feel : sad?

salam 2 allz~~~

stop the tears, stop crying, it won't do you any good~ live your life to the fullest~ may Allah bless,,,


~TATAS~

feel : love,,,

thought : old times~

salam 2 allz~~~

when i look at the surrounding, especially here with the kids, i wonder whether i was like them when i was like them. i would say i was a better person than them but how could i,,, i couldn't say that because i was a kid!

then again, i wonder, had i done something stupid before? something that can make my parents hurt? i would say no, of course! i would never do anything that can make my parents hurt. well, i would say all the lies that i can think of. i would give many excuses that i can think of. ALL LIES & EXCUSES! why? to escape from the mistakes.

now, when i think of it again, am i doing the same thing to other people? well, maybe~ it's just that i did not realize it,yet... so, do something to make me realize, or maybe, if you think it's not worth to make me realize about it, hmm do whatever you want. =)

haiyo nisa, you yourself should do it, do not rely on others, mate~ *geleng2 kepala*, learn to be independent, please~


p/s - i would like to give my condolences to my housemate, Hani and to her family~ i hope they can get through of it, though it's hard~ be strong my dear~ Allah will always by your side,,, =)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feel : relief,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i think i messed up with the OSPE just now, particularly during physical examination~ HAHA! gila la,,, orang lain semua okay je buat~huk3,, xpe2 nisa, anyhow semua dah selesai~
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mistakes are not to be repeated,,, but this is human. humans are created to make mistakes,, right? or no? HAHA! okay, no! but from mistakes, we learn things that are not taught to us... always be happy when you are making mistakes but never be happy when you are repeating them, get it? =)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

feel : lost???

salam 2 allz~~~

i suddenly feel like i'm lost in this world,,, why? well i'm not sure why but certainly happiness is far to be caught...gila ke nisa nih? HAHA! i am, but seldomly crazy~

ospe is tomorrow and i let my emotion takes control over my body~ hancur! mood semua hilang ntah ke mana~ aiyooo,,, and i am ashamed of myself for being like this~ *sigh* and i hope the weather will stay as it is; cold and raining,,, it reflects my emotion~ suke2!

btw nisa, what is it? what is the thing that makes you so dummy till you yourself has been taken over by your emotion? NTAH! aku pun tak tahu~ still searching for it,,, and this thing happens over and over again~ i'm sure everyone around me feels tired of me~ bosan kan? well, this is me~ =)

so, i'm sorry to those who have to bear with me 24/7~ i'm sorry,,, ikhlas. may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

thought : men and women,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i've been thinking lately~apa yang orang-orang lain cakap sangat betul,,, aku tetba rasa geram pulak... i'm not pointing at anyone, but i think boys are coward! HAHA! marah ke boys? well, aku tak kisah pun kau nak marah ke tak, pendapat aku kan, suka hati aku la! korang nak berkepit dengan girls, nak bawak keluar anak dara orang tapi pengecut! kenapa aku cakap pengecut???? sebab tak pernah nak berani jumpa ke cakap dengan parents perempuan tu~ well aku akui jugak la kan, perempuan pun kadang2 tak fikir jugak. memang bukan salah lelaki 100% la. minta maaf la ye perempuan~ aku pun perempuan jugak okay,,, tapi lelaki nih, jadi la berani~ kalau kau rasa kau tak bersedia langsung nak ada apa2 komitmen pun, tak payah ada apa2 langsung, okay? perempuan pun sama jugak~ aku bukan nak berat sebelah untuk satu jantina je..

oh kalau rasa diri sendiri tu perfect sangat, aku nasihatkan pergi tenung cermin balik sampai cermin tu pecah! jangan harapkan si perempuan tu perfect in your way! jangan la berlagak nak semua perfect sebab kau pun tak perfect! oh nih bukan untuk lelaki je okay,,, perempuan pun sama je! yes, there are people who are perfectionists, but being perfectionist does not mean you are perfect~ terima seadanya boleh tak? tak payah nak suruh dia tukar personaliti ke tukar appearance ke apa ke. eeiii rimas la bila kena paksa jadi orang lain,,, korang tak rasa macam tu ke? try to accept that they are perfectly themselves!

dan respek pendapat masing2~ tak payah la nak jadi dominan sangat! kalau kau tak suka orang yang terlalu dominan, kau pun jangan jadi dominan! kalau kau tak suka orang berhutang dengan kau, kau jangan berhutang dengan orang lain! kalau kau tak suka orang lambat, kau pun jangan la lambat! kalau kau tak suka apa2 pun, jangan buat apa yang kau tak suka! okay? =)

so, boys, girls, i'm sorry~ not in a good mood! till then, may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

i have a friend,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

i have a friend here,,,you can call her miss K~ she asked me to tell everyone that she is pretty, cute and cool~ well, i've done it! then again, she asked me to.... ehe,,, to tell Mr. L that she will wait for him for the rest of her life~ x) to Mr. L,,, i hope you will read this so that you'll know there's someone that awaits you even though you don't know her~ *wink2*



p/s - this story is only a fairy-tale,,, don't take it to heart~ =) may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

to her with love~

salam 2 allz~~~

dalam keluarga, mama sangat penting kan? dia la yang menjaga dan memberi perhatian yang jitu terhadap anak-anaknya~ dia juga la yang paling risau jika anak-anaknya sakit walaupun sakit perut sekalipun~

jadi, kepada mamaku yang tersayang, Masriah bt Biskon yang kini berada di kampung lagi agaknya,,, adik nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI JADI yang ke **~~~hee,,, semoga ma panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan semoga rezeki diberkati~ semoga ma tergolong dalam orang-orang yang diberkati oleh-Nya~ may Allah bless... :)

~TATAS~

hulla hulla hull,,,???

salam 2 allz~

today, oh silap2,, yesterday, my momo and nyet2 got themselves a lil sis! x) wanna see???

tadaaaaaaa~ it's CICI!!! =)

 thanks to them, Kamaliah and Syafiqah, for giving me cici~ =) appreciate it and love it~ 

oh2 actually i have other nyet2 as well~ in keychain, eraser and paper clip! XD love them too! very very much! for that, i thank you Dyi~ ;) keychain is being used now~ so everytime i went to seat for exams, i took it along with me~ well of course, i use it for my car key~ mesti la kne bawak sekali~hehe,, thanks again Dyi~ *wink2*

my keychain for car key~ hee

maceh, maceh, maceh D~~ x)

oh if you are just wishing me Happy Birthday, i seriously don't mind~ if you give me a card, i would happily accept it,,, WITHOUT any complaint! just don't be a materialistic person,,, even if you are fussy on everything~ yes, you are fussy, but try not to be~ thank you~ =)

~TATAS~