to her with love~

salam 2 allz~~~

dalam keluarga, mama sangat penting kan? dia la yang menjaga dan memberi perhatian yang jitu terhadap anak-anaknya~ dia juga la yang paling risau jika anak-anaknya sakit walaupun sakit perut sekalipun~

jadi, kepada mamaku yang tersayang, Masriah bt Biskon yang kini berada di kampung lagi agaknya,,, adik nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI JADI yang ke **~~~hee,,, semoga ma panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan semoga rezeki diberkati~ semoga ma tergolong dalam orang-orang yang diberkati oleh-Nya~ may Allah bless... :)

~TATAS~

hulla hulla hull,,,???

salam 2 allz~

today, oh silap2,, yesterday, my momo and nyet2 got themselves a lil sis! x) wanna see???

tadaaaaaaa~ it's CICI!!! =)

 thanks to them, Kamaliah and Syafiqah, for giving me cici~ =) appreciate it and love it~ 

oh2 actually i have other nyet2 as well~ in keychain, eraser and paper clip! XD love them too! very very much! for that, i thank you Dyi~ ;) keychain is being used now~ so everytime i went to seat for exams, i took it along with me~ well of course, i use it for my car key~ mesti la kne bawak sekali~hehe,, thanks again Dyi~ *wink2*

my keychain for car key~ hee

maceh, maceh, maceh D~~ x)

oh if you are just wishing me Happy Birthday, i seriously don't mind~ if you give me a card, i would happily accept it,,, WITHOUT any complaint! just don't be a materialistic person,,, even if you are fussy on everything~ yes, you are fussy, but try not to be~ thank you~ =)

~TATAS~

serious tak percaya!

salam 2 allz~

pergi sujud syukur sekarang! i thank God for this,,, even though it's not 100% sure yet, but but but, x)))) terasa nak lompat dari KLCC sekarang jugak! love you all like crazy!!! tak dapat takpe,,, anisah tak kisah~ dengar pun dah rasa happy sangat sangat sangat! =) ;)

*guling guling guling guling atas karpet sambil tersenyum meleret~ x)*


~TATAS~

hAhAhA!

lame nisa!

penuh,,,

salam 2 allz~~~

terima kasih kepada semua~ =) saya kenyang makan kek je~memang penuh gila perut! itupun tak habis makan lagi,,, kepada housemates saya, Nadia Amalina, dan Akmal Azman~ maceh!!! x)

terima kasih juga kepada yang mesej dan wish thru fb!!!! =)

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

i just can't~ =(

salam 2 allz~~~

i cannot just pretend it's okay,,, i cannot just pretend that i'm going to be fine~ i just cannot accept it! you know it! i know you do,,, people have talked about this even before this thing happen! then why??? huh, if this is really happening, the only thing that i can say is ' i am so disappointed~',,, that's all~

you know how to take care of yourself right? you know everything about it right? so, be happy and tc! i won't meddle in your life anymore~ trust me, i won't! good luck with your life then. everyone maybe happy but not me~ =) take care my friend~ hope you know what you're doing...

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

i did it,,, again~

salam2~

well, i kept doing it right? but today, i didn't realize i was doing it,, hmm i am sorry~ maybe this is the ??th time,, i also don't know~ again, i am sorry~ I'm not going to say that i will never do it again,,, i can only say i'll try not to repeat it~ sorry~ =(

I....thank....you,,, =)

salam 2 allz~

i don't know why, but after you said it, i feel so so so much at ease~ i feel like i am going to be happy for hundreds,, no! thousands,, no! could be millions of years!!!!!!!! x)

thank you ya Allah,,, i know You never neglect me, it's just me who feel like that~ huuu naughty nisa! =) anyhow, i am happy~ thanks to him too for being understanding~ ^_^

may Allah bless~


~TATAS~

budak2,,,

ehem3~

ad seorang budak, bernama Anisah Diyana~ satu habitnya ialah menjadi murung kerana kelaparan dan gembira selepas makan~ x)

huu lapanye,, da sakit perut sgt3 da nih~ =(

nisa : takde sape ke nak masak ke suapkan makanan ke? orang belakang tuh sibuk sangat tengok tv,,, nyampah je~
syafiqah :  alahai, buruk benor rupe dia bila lapa,,, ad tembikai nih, na bg ke x, na bg ke x~?
boys : ???

   syafiqah : nisa lapa ea,,,? nah, makan la! =) 
nisa : wah, makanan! x)

yay, makanan, makanan, makanan!! maceh syafiqah!! =D

nyum3!!! nikmatnye~~~

maruku & tembikai lagi~ nyum nyum nyum~ makan tak habis2~ ada makanan lain tak??? ;p

  

budak nih senang je nak happy balik, bagi la dia makan, happy la dia! x) -the end-

life,, is like that~

salam 2 allz~

I've been thinking lately~about myself, about my surrounding~ well, we cannot always control our life right? sometimes, we have to follow the flow,, and sometimes, decisions are not made by us... it's not that we want others to control our life, it's just that we are just too tired to think about it~

'be strong' is a word that people always say,, even i use it to console my friends and family~oh and even to myself... =) but that word seems to be used very often and it doesn't affect me at all,,, and when there is a moment i feel so so so tired and exhausted, even when family and friends can no longer be any help, i turn to Him~ I'm not a very good Muslim, am i? should have turn to Him first, believe in Him in whatever situation that we face, right? *sigh*

it is very easy to start a new relationship, right? like we are going to a new place and find someone to be our friend~ oh yes, sound so simple~ then, how about maintaining that relationship?? hmm? well, easy to say but difficult to do~ even an outgoing, extrovert person can have this problem,,, maybe because they have no skills in doing so... yeah, maybe~ like me... =) i admit that,, i notice this since i was in form 4~ hah, it was almost 5years and i am still like the previous me~ i love to make friends, but maintain to be friends? i think it will difficult for me~

being an optimist~that is what i want,,, if your wish is still pending, then pray more~ hope is not a crime... think that your pray is not enough for Him to fulfiil it straight away~ don't compare yourself with others~ NEVER! =) always be thankful for what you have because for whatever you have, others have nothing~ for whatever you treasure, others might want it but they don't get the chance in possessing it,,, so always say 'Alhamdulillah~' in whatever situation you might encounter~ =)

stay happy~ i want to be that! always happy, always smiling, never have to be in a swing mood where you feel like you don't want to talk to anyone, you feel angry to someone at times, you feel like you are alone, no one is by your side~ haha! this always happens to me~ kesian mereka yang menghadapi saya yang begitu,,, i'm sorry for being such a jerk~ =(

oh saying sorry is important~no? haha,, it is important to me~ but you have to choose the right time to apologize~ not everyone can easily be like there is nothing happen after you have a fight or argument with them~ give them time to cool down, then apologize~ ehee i have a bad habit~ i sometimes do not even apologize for what i've done, which makes other people say i am egoistic~ right? well,,, i am sorry, again~

*sigh* listen to yiruma's is making me write all these stuff~ hee,,, have a good night guys~ may Allah bless,,,


~TATAS~