buang, ignore, lupakan!

wow! 3 posts in a day? gila! haha~ memang jiwa tengah kacau~

anyway, i am not forgiving myself for this. i just can't. *crying*

ANISAH!!!! tolonglah~ not now okay~buang jauh2..... buang! hishhhhhhhhhhh~!

ahhh great~!

salam 2 allz~~~

it's raining already~~~ Allah knows what is inside me~ thank you Allah~ you are always the BEST! when i am in agony, when i have the feeling of guilty or uncertainty, you are always by my side. helping me, making me calm, helping me to make right decisions.

although there are people who are always by my side, You are still the best. everyone agrees right? i am not neglecting my family and friends and my special one. but sometimes there are things that they cannot solve. there are things that no one can fully accept.

how i wish to become a kind person, a wonderful daughter and a good friend to everyone. but i am just a human being~ *sigh* i am sorry~

well nisa, you should start to practice what Prof. Muhaya told you yesterday. the magic 3~ ^_^ come on girl~! be confident~

live for the end. forget your past. appreciate your present. ready for the future~

thanks readers. may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

raining?.

salam 2 allz~~~

i was just having fuN with myself. i want to release the tension inside me. how? by dancing~ oh!, ITNW and not to forget, gee~ want to try run devil run, the dance is quite easy but duno~ tak sampai seru lagi. hee~

anyway, i wish, i wish there'll be raining tonight. or now? perhaps it will be easier for me to cry in that kind of environment~ *sigh*

nangis lagi nisa? pity~

~TATAS~

talks from Him through her~

salam 2 allz~~~

i was having fun in Prof. Muhaya's class today. although most of the input that she gave to us was already given to us before, but still it was fun!

most of the input is about self confidence and sense of connectedness to God. there are 3 things that can influence yourself; self-talk, level of energy and also EGO. we as a human being should be independent to people's thoughts. being a judgemental person is not a crime but if you do that for the rest of your life, you will be a negative person. no one will like you. no one wants to be your friend.

to be a positive person, there are magic 3 that you should follow.

• think good thoughts
• speak kind words
• take good actions

you MUST always think and tell yourself that you yourself are good, you know you are good and you know why you are good. if you do this repeatedly, insyaAllah you will be a good person.

do you know what is the meaning of sincere??? ^_^

sincere is when you are hiding your own goodness / strengths just like the way you are hiding your weaknesses. no one wants to tell other people about their weaknesses right? when you are struggling to be a good person by telling other people about your goodness / strengths, that is not good. that is what we called bragging yourself~ =)

what do people want in their life? freedom, happiness and inner peace. in order to have those 3, what should you do? are you going to wait until you have got them or you do something to get those 3? which one will you choose??? hmm?

in whatever you do, connect yourself with God first. if we have succeeded in things that we do, we'll not be arrogant. because we know that God is doing all those things but He do that through us. it is important to have a very good relationship with God. He is the Almighty. kan? =)

so guys, 5minutes before you sleep, please please please, try to forgive people's mistakes~ this will help you to have a very good night sleep without any worries and problems. and you'll wake up with a new and positive spirit. ^_^

readers, again, thanks~ may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

attention!!!!

salam 2 allz~~~

hari nih MUHAMMAD AKMAL AZMAN sangat jahat!!!!! wek2~~~~ hehe

~TATAS~

ya Allah~

salam 2 allz~~~

aku rindu dengan mama, ayah, kakak n emi~ uwaaaaaaaaaaa~~!!!! tapi tak boleh nak balik sebab ada exams menanti. *jatuh tjelepuk* adeh~ lemah betul la..huk3

takpe nisa! tingkatkan usaha~ plez...? jangan khayal dan lalai sangat ye. =)

readers, may Allah bless~ ^_^

~TATAS~

*sigh*

salam 2 allz~

ganasnya cara dia cakap dengan pakwe dia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku lak yang tension dengar. huhu~

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

salam 2 allz~~~

ya Allah, sesungguhnya hamba-Mu ini menghadapi tekanan perasaan yang tak tertanggung! bantu la hamba-Mu ini, ya Allah~ aku rasa macam nak jatuh tanpa bantuan dari-Mu... tolong lah ya Allah. berikan lah sedikit kekuatan-Mu~ T_T

masa~

salam 2 allz~~~

masa sudah menunjukkan hampir pukul 1 pagi. bila dah masuk waktu pepagi nih, mula la kepala merewang pikir benda2 yang dah lepas. *sigh*

saya memang seorang yang suka kenangkan perkara yang lepas. kenapa? ntah la~ takde reason pun sebenarnya. cuma memang suka. tuh je~ ^_^

hari nih, ada last presentation untuk group. khas untuk PPD. sebelum nih, ada 3 presentations yang saya kena buat. tak sangka la pulak boleh jadi penat gila sampai macam nih sekali. adeh~

tapi kalau nak ikutkan, saya nih je yang poyo~ kakak saya lagi banyak kerja yang dia nak kena buat. tapi dia tak merungut pun. kenapa saya nak merungut pulak?

tapi dia boleh balik rumah~ saya? mana boleh balik~ jauh kot. 6-7jam perjalanan. tak sanggup nak balik untuk 3 hari 2 malam~ tak berbaloi kot. tapi... *sigh*

masa yang 24jam nih, dah rasa macam tak cukup untuk buat semua kerja yang ada. kerja itu la, kerja ini la. semua benda yang kita buat sekarang nih, mesti kena kejar masa.

i need more time! eh tapi kalau tambah masa, mesti kerja pun bertambah. kalau tak pandai nak bahagikan masa, lagi lah banyak masa terbuang. betul x? =)

thanks readers. may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

ampun~

salam 2 allz~~~

umm i realized something today. i don't like being a loser. i don't want anyone who is related to me, ashamed of me. boleh x? my loved ones, my mentor. huhu~

hari ini, dapat results~ didn't expect to be that bad. but i deserved it. ^_^ serve you right nisa!

anyway, i have to move on with my life. pedulikan keputusan anda itu. ada orang yang sokong anda dari belakang. ye nisa~ good luck! =)

jangan sekali-kali jauh dari Dia. itu yang penting~

may Allah bless you, readers...

~TATAS~