talks from Him through her~

salam 2 allz~~~

i was having fun in Prof. Muhaya's class today. although most of the input that she gave to us was already given to us before, but still it was fun!

most of the input is about self confidence and sense of connectedness to God. there are 3 things that can influence yourself; self-talk, level of energy and also EGO. we as a human being should be independent to people's thoughts. being a judgemental person is not a crime but if you do that for the rest of your life, you will be a negative person. no one will like you. no one wants to be your friend.

to be a positive person, there are magic 3 that you should follow.

• think good thoughts
• speak kind words
• take good actions

you MUST always think and tell yourself that you yourself are good, you know you are good and you know why you are good. if you do this repeatedly, insyaAllah you will be a good person.

do you know what is the meaning of sincere??? ^_^

sincere is when you are hiding your own goodness / strengths just like the way you are hiding your weaknesses. no one wants to tell other people about their weaknesses right? when you are struggling to be a good person by telling other people about your goodness / strengths, that is not good. that is what we called bragging yourself~ =)

what do people want in their life? freedom, happiness and inner peace. in order to have those 3, what should you do? are you going to wait until you have got them or you do something to get those 3? which one will you choose??? hmm?

in whatever you do, connect yourself with God first. if we have succeeded in things that we do, we'll not be arrogant. because we know that God is doing all those things but He do that through us. it is important to have a very good relationship with God. He is the Almighty. kan? =)

so guys, 5minutes before you sleep, please please please, try to forgive people's mistakes~ this will help you to have a very good night sleep without any worries and problems. and you'll wake up with a new and positive spirit. ^_^

readers, again, thanks~ may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

attention!!!!

salam 2 allz~~~

hari nih MUHAMMAD AKMAL AZMAN sangat jahat!!!!! wek2~~~~ hehe

~TATAS~

ya Allah~

salam 2 allz~~~

aku rindu dengan mama, ayah, kakak n emi~ uwaaaaaaaaaaa~~!!!! tapi tak boleh nak balik sebab ada exams menanti. *jatuh tjelepuk* adeh~ lemah betul la..huk3

takpe nisa! tingkatkan usaha~ plez...? jangan khayal dan lalai sangat ye. =)

readers, may Allah bless~ ^_^

~TATAS~

*sigh*

salam 2 allz~

ganasnya cara dia cakap dengan pakwe dia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku lak yang tension dengar. huhu~

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

salam 2 allz~~~

ya Allah, sesungguhnya hamba-Mu ini menghadapi tekanan perasaan yang tak tertanggung! bantu la hamba-Mu ini, ya Allah~ aku rasa macam nak jatuh tanpa bantuan dari-Mu... tolong lah ya Allah. berikan lah sedikit kekuatan-Mu~ T_T

masa~

salam 2 allz~~~

masa sudah menunjukkan hampir pukul 1 pagi. bila dah masuk waktu pepagi nih, mula la kepala merewang pikir benda2 yang dah lepas. *sigh*

saya memang seorang yang suka kenangkan perkara yang lepas. kenapa? ntah la~ takde reason pun sebenarnya. cuma memang suka. tuh je~ ^_^

hari nih, ada last presentation untuk group. khas untuk PPD. sebelum nih, ada 3 presentations yang saya kena buat. tak sangka la pulak boleh jadi penat gila sampai macam nih sekali. adeh~

tapi kalau nak ikutkan, saya nih je yang poyo~ kakak saya lagi banyak kerja yang dia nak kena buat. tapi dia tak merungut pun. kenapa saya nak merungut pulak?

tapi dia boleh balik rumah~ saya? mana boleh balik~ jauh kot. 6-7jam perjalanan. tak sanggup nak balik untuk 3 hari 2 malam~ tak berbaloi kot. tapi... *sigh*

masa yang 24jam nih, dah rasa macam tak cukup untuk buat semua kerja yang ada. kerja itu la, kerja ini la. semua benda yang kita buat sekarang nih, mesti kena kejar masa.

i need more time! eh tapi kalau tambah masa, mesti kerja pun bertambah. kalau tak pandai nak bahagikan masa, lagi lah banyak masa terbuang. betul x? =)

thanks readers. may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

ampun~

salam 2 allz~~~

umm i realized something today. i don't like being a loser. i don't want anyone who is related to me, ashamed of me. boleh x? my loved ones, my mentor. huhu~

hari ini, dapat results~ didn't expect to be that bad. but i deserved it. ^_^ serve you right nisa!

anyway, i have to move on with my life. pedulikan keputusan anda itu. ada orang yang sokong anda dari belakang. ye nisa~ good luck! =)

jangan sekali-kali jauh dari Dia. itu yang penting~

may Allah bless you, readers...

~TATAS~

my first time~ ^_^

salam 2 allz~~~

how to tell you guys ea? ummm i baked cakes this evening! can you believe it??? wawawa~ anisah diyana anak pakcik Jasni baked cakes~! eeeee i am exaggerating~ haha.

the truth is i helped my roommate, Sha~ at first, she wanted to bake one cake for our housemate, Yana and another cake for some other guys.but it seems like something is wrong, not with the cakes, but with the guys. so she decided to ask all MD students to eat it. haha~ and it was fun! and it was also my first time if i'm not mistaken~ mmm...~ *thinking*

and usually lots of things will happen during our first time. kan? haha. ntah le. oh yeah! ada~ hee

sha nak masukkan telur dalam adunan tuh, tapi tertumpah ke lantai~ and it was not me okay. it was hers.

next, when we were in the middle of buying things for baking these cakes, ntah ape la jadi dengan sha, mamai ke mimpi ke, dia boleh lupa beli telur and susu~ hek3~ so kena la keluar ke kedai balik, beli those things~ *sigh*

the only thing that i did is.... aa macam mane ea nak cakap dalam bahasa layman... mmm beating the dough. hua3~~~~ gilo! layman's term la sangat. poyo!

most of the things, sha la yang buat, since aku memang 'pandai' gle masak kan? hek3~ tapi tak kisah sebab dapat gak tolong sha~ harap-harap sedap. tapi gerenti sedap punya sebab aku yang wat dough tuh. jangan kutuk! babap kang~ hee

ada gak students yang takde sebab diorg balik and ada yang keluar merendek~ hehe. MD students memang suka berjalan-jalan. itu memang kenyataan. sebab tuh, ada sebahagian kek disimpankan untuk mereka. don't worry dears~ we won't forget you guys~ ^_^

oh and now, i am waiting for the second cake~ weeeeee~~~ =D

cakap pasal cake nih, tadi ada orang yang tanya aku masak kek apa. aku tak tahu nak jawab ape. haha~ when i asked sha, dia pun tak tahu gak. hehe. layan jela. last-last aku bantai la cakap butter cake with fruits topping and cream? boleh x? hehe. redah jela~

oh cream tuh aku yang buat tau! tapi tak buat ape sangat pun. cuma pukul cream tuh dengan beater. beater?? haha. macam dalam cerita Harry Potter pulak. hee~

anyway, i had fun today. thanks to Sha~ ^_^

and thanks to the readers. may Allah bless~

p/s - nanti kalau dah habis, aku snap pix and post kat cni kay~!

~TATAS~

where are you nisa?

salam 2 allz~~~

hello~~~? hello~~~nisa~??!!! berangan ke?

ummm is it only me or am i really losing myself? now, i am lost in word~ literally or in reality?

ntah! jiwa kacau~ sbb? unknown~ hee

anyway, thanks readers (walaupun kekurangan sorg~ =D). may Allah bless~

~TATAS~

kepada yang terlibat.....

salam 2 allz~~~

okay, here's the thing. i forgot to tell them that i will be going out today. sumpah tak tipu! memang betul2 lupa. aku nak gtau semalam tapi semua orang da tido. pagi nih, mesti la lupe. dah nama pun manusia, aku pun lupa la.

tetba terdengar la pulak cerita, ada yang terasa sebab nih. iye? terasa???

okay fine. it was my mistake. tak gtau dari awal. sorry la kepada yang terasa dengan perangai aku. tapi tak payah la pasal benda kecik pun nak terasa. huhu

oh kalo aku yang tersalah tafsir cerita orang lain tuh, tak tau la. malas la nk pikir. sakit hati. sakit jiwa. sakit otak. nanti orang lain pun dapat sakit yang sama jugak bila tengok aku macam nih lebih2 lagi orang yang terlibat.

pape hal pun, sorry~

to readers, may Allah bless~

~TATAS~